Awakening & To Let
Part 4 out of 7
further, and, shaking out the silk handkerchief, entered the dining-
"I chose the softest, Father."
"H'm!" said Soames; "I only use those after a cold. Never mind!"
That evening passed for Fleur in putting two and two together;
recalling the look on her father's face in the confectioner's shop--a
look strange and coldly intimate, a queer look. He must have loved
that woman very much to have kept her photograph all this time, in
spite of having lost her. Unsparing and matter-of-fact, her mind
darted to his relations with her own mother. Had he ever really
loved her? She thought not. Jon was the son of the woman he had
really loved. Surely, then, he ought not to mind his daughter loving
him; it only wanted getting used to. And a sigh of sheer relief was
caught in the folds of her nightgown slipping over her head.
Youth only recognises Age by fits and starts. Jon, for one, had
never really seen his father's age till he came back from Spain. The
face of the fourth Jolyon, worn by waiting, gave him quite a shock--
it looked so wan and old. His father's mask had been forced awry by
the emotion of the meeting, so that the boy suddenly realised how
much he must have felt their absence. He summoned to his aid the
thought: 'Well, I didn't want to go!' It was out of date for Youth
to defer to Age. But Jon was by no means typically modern. His
father had always been "so jolly" to him, and to feel that one meant
to begin again at once the conduct which his father had suffered six
weeks' loneliness to cure was not agreeable.
At the question, "Well, old man, how did the great Goya strike you?"
his conscience pricked him badly. The great Goya only existed
because he had created a face which resembled Fleur's.
On the night of their return, he went to bed full of compunction; but
awoke full of anticipation. It was only the fifth of July, and no
meeting was fixed with Fleur until the ninth. He was to have three
days at home before going back to farm. Somehow he must contrive to
In the lives of men an inexorable rhythm, caused by the need for
trousers, not even the fondest parents can deny. On the second day,
therefore, Jon went to Town, and having satisfied his conscience by
ordering what was indispensable in Conduit Street, turned his face
toward Piccadilly. Stratton Street, where her Club was, adjoined
Devonshire House. It would be the merest chance that she should be
at her Club. But he dawdled down Bond Street with a beating heart,
noticing the superiority of all other young men to himself. They
wore their clothes with such an air; they had assurance; they were
old. He was suddenly overwhelmed by the conviction that Fleur must
have forgotten him. Absorbed in his own feeling for her all these
weeks, he had mislaid that possibility. The corners of his mouth
drooped, his hands felt clammy. Fleur with the pick of youth at the
beck of her smile-Fleur incomparable! It was an evil moment. Jon,
however, had a great idea that one must be able to face anything.
And he braced himself with that dour refection in front of a bric-a-
brac shop. At this high-water mark of what was once the London
season, there was nothing to mark it out from any other except a grey
top hat or two, and the sun. Jon moved on, and turning the corner
into Piccadilly, ran into Val Dartie moving toward the Iseeum Club,
to which he had just been elected.
"Hallo! young man! Where are you off to?"
Jon gushed. "I've just been to my tailor's."
Val looked him up and down. "That's good! I'm going in here to
order some cigarettes; then come and have some lunch."
Jon thanked him. He might get news of her from Val!
The condition of England, that nightmare of its Press and Public men,
was seen in different perspective within the tobacconist's which they
"Yes, sir; precisely the cigarette I used to supply your father with.
Bless me! Mr. Montague Dartie was a customer here from--let me see--
the year Melton won the Derby. One of my very best customers he
was." A faint smile illumined the tobacconist's face. "Many's the
tip he's given me, to be sure! I suppose he took a couple of hundred
of these every week, year in, year out, and never changed his
cigarette. Very affable gentleman, brought me a lot of custom. I
was sorry he met with that accident. One misses an old customer like
Val smiled. His father's decease had closed an account which had
been running longer, probably, than any other; and in a ring of smoke
puffed out from that time-honoured cigarette he seemed to see again
his father's face, dark, good-looking, moustachioed, a little puffy,
in the only halo it had earned. His father had his fame here,
anyway--a man who smoked two hundred cigarettes a week, who could
give tips, and run accounts for ever! To his tobacconist a hero!
Even that was some distinction to inherit!
"I pay cash," he said; "how much?"
"To his son, sir, and cash--ten and six. I shall never forget Mr.
Montague Dartie. I've known him stand talkin' to me half an hour.
We don't get many like him now, with everybody in such a hurry. The
War was bad for manners, sir--it was bad for manners. You were in
it, I see."
"No," said Val, tapping his knee, "I got this in the war before.
Saved my life, I expect. Do you want any cigarettes, Jon?"
Rather ashamed, Jon murmured, "I don't smoke, you know," and saw the
tobacconist's lips twisted, as if uncertain whether to say "Good
God!" or "Now's your chance, sir!"
"That's right," said Val; "keep off it while you can. You'll want it
when you take a knock. This is really the same tobacco, then?"
"Identical, sir; a little dearer, that's all. Wonderful staying
power--the British Empire, I always say."
"Send me down a hundred a week to this address, and invoice it
monthly. Come on, Jon."
Jon entered the Iseeum with curiosity. Except to lunch now and then
at the Hotch-Potch with his father, he had never been in a London
Club. The Iseeum, comfortable and unpretentious, did not move, could
not, so long as George Forsyte sat on its Committee, where his
culinary acumen was almost the controlling force. The Club had made
a stand against the newly rich, and it had taken all George Forsyte's
prestige, and praise of him as a "good sportsman," to bring in
The two were lunching together when the half-brothers-in-law entered
the dining-room, and attracted by George's forefinger, sat down at
their table, Val with his shrewd eyes and charming smile, Jon with
solemn lips and an attractive shyness in his glance. There was an
air of privilege around that corner table, as though past masters
were eating there. Jon was fascinated by the hypnotic atmosphere.
The waiter, lean in the chaps, pervaded with such free-masonical
deference. He seemed to hang on George Forsyte's lips, to watch the
gloat in his eye with a kind of sympathy, to follow the movements of
the heavy club-marked silver fondly. His liveried arm and
confidential voice alarmed Jon, they came so secretly over his
Except for George's "Your grandfather tipped me once; he was a deuced
good judge of a cigar!" neither he nor the other past master took any
notice of him, and he was grateful for this. The talk was all about
the breeding, points, and prices of horses, and he listened to it
vaguely at first, wondering how it was possible to retain so much
knowledge in a head. He could not take his eyes off the dark past
master--what he said was so deliberate and discouraging--such heavy,
queer, smiled-out words. Jon was thinking of butterflies, when he
heard him say:
"I want to see Mr. Soames Forsyde take an interest in 'orses."
"Old Soames! He's too dry a file!"
With all his might Jon tried not to grow red, while the dark past
master went on.
"His daughter's an attractive small girl. Mr. Soames Forsyde is a
bit old-fashioned. I want to see him have a pleasure some day."
George Forsyte grinned.
"Don't you worry; he's not so miserable as he looks. He'll never
show he's enjoying anything--they might try and take it from him.
Old Soames! Once bit, twice shy!"
"Well, Jon," said Val, hastily, "if you've finished, we'll go and
"Who were those?" Jon asked, on the stairs. "I didn't quite---"
"Old George Forsyte is a first cousin of your father's and of my
Uncle Soames. He's always been here. The other chap, Profond, is a
queer fish. I think he's hanging round Soames' wife, if you ask me!"
Jon looked at him, startled. "But that's awful," he said: "I mean--
"Don't suppose Fleur cares very much; she's very up-to-date."
"You're very green, Jon."
Jon grew red. "Mothers," he stammered angrily, "are different."
"You're right," said Val suddenly; "but things aren't what they were
when I was your age. There's a 'To-morrow we die' feeling. That's
what old George meant about my Uncle Soames. He doesn't mean to die
Jon said, quickly: "What's the matter between him and my father?"
"Stable secret, Jon. Take my advice, and bottle up. You'll do no
good by knowing. Have a liqueur?"
Jon shook his head.
"I hate the way people keep things from one," he muttered, "and then
sneer at one for being green."
"Well, you can ask Holly. If she won't tell you, you'll believe it's
for your own good, I suppose."
Jon got up. "I must go now; thanks awfully for the lunch."
Val smiled up at him half-sorry, and yet amused. The boy looked so
"All right! See you on Friday."
"I don't know," murmured Jon.
And he did not. This conspiracy of silence made him desperate. It
was humiliating to be treated like a child! He retraced his moody
steps to Stratton Street. But he would go to her Club now, and find
out the worst! To his enquiry the reply was that Miss Forsyte was
not in the Club. She might be in perhaps later. She was often in on
Monday--they could not say. Jon said he would call again, and,
crossing into the Green Park, flung himself down under a tree. The
sun was bright, and a breeze fluttered the leaves of the young lime-
tree beneath which he lay; but his heart ached. Such darkness seemed
gathered round his happiness. He heard Big Ben chime "Three" above
the traffic. The sound moved something in him, and, taking out a
piece of paper, he began to scribble on it with a pencil. He had
jotted a stanza, and was searching the grass for another verse, when
something hard touched his shoulder-a green parasol. There above him
"They told me you'd been, and were coming back. So I thought you
might be out here; and you are--it's rather wonderful!"
"Oh, Fleur! I thought you'd have forgotten me."
"When I told you that I shouldn't!"
Jon seized her arm.
"It's too much luck! Let's get away from this side." He almost
dragged her on through that too thoughtfully regulated Park, to find
some cover where they could sit and hold each other's hands.
"Hasn't anybody cut in?" he said, gazing round at her lashes, in
suspense above her cheeks.
"There is a young idiot, but he doesn't count."
Jon felt a twitch of compassion for the-young idiot.
"You know I've had sunstroke; I didn't tell you."
"Really! Was it interesting?"
"No. Mother was an angel. Has anything happened to you?"
"Nothing. Except that I think I've found out what's wrong between
our families, Jon."
His heart began beating very fast.
"I believe my father wanted to marry your mother, and your father got
"I came on a photo of her; it was in a frame behind a photo of me.
Of course, if he was very fond of her, that would have made him
pretty mad, wouldn't it?"
Jon thought for a minute. "Not if she loved my father best."
"But suppose they were engaged?"
"If we were engaged, and you found you loved somebody better, I might
go cracked, but I shouldn't grudge it you."
"I should. You mustn't ever do that with me, Jon.
"My God! Not much!"
"I don't believe that he's ever really cared for my mother."
Jon was silent. Val's words--the two past masters in the Club!
"You see, we don't know," went on Fleur; "it may have been a great
shock. She may have behaved badly to him. People do."
"My mother wouldn't."
Fleur shrugged her shoulders. "I don't think we know much about our
fathers and mothers. We just see them in the light of the way they
treat us; but they've treated other people, you know, before we were
born-plenty, I expect. You see, they're both old. Look at your
father, with three separate families!"
"Isn't there any place," cried Jon, "in all this beastly London where
we can be alone?"
"Only a taxi."
"Let's get one, then."
When they were installed, Fleur asked suddenly: "Are you going back
to Robin Hill? I should like to see where you live, Jon. I'm
staying with my aunt for the night, but I could get back in time for
dinner. I wouldn't come to the house, of course."
Jon gazed at her enraptured.
"Splendid! I can show it you from the copse, we shan't meet anybody.
There's a train at four."
The god of property and his Forsytes great and small, leisured,
official, commercial, or professional, like the working classes,
still worked their seven hours a day, so that those two of the fourth
generation travelled down to Robin Hill in an empty first-class
carriage, dusty and sun-warmed, of that too early train. They
travelled in blissful silence, holding each other's hands.
At the station they saw no one except porters, and a villager or two
unknown to Jon, and walked out up the lane, which smelled of dust and
For Jon--sure of her now, and without separation before him--it was a
miraculous dawdle, more wonderful than those on the Downs, or along
the river Thames. It was love-in-a-mist--one of those illumined
pages of Life, where every word and smile, and every light touch they
gave each other were as little gold and red and blue butterflies and
flowers and birds scrolled in among the text--a happy communing,
without afterthought, which lasted thirty-seven minutes. They
reached the coppice at the milking hour. Jon would not take her as
far as the farmyard; only to where she could see the field leading up
to the gardens, and the house beyond. They turned in among the
larches, and suddenly, at the winding of the path, came on Irene,
sitting on an old log seat.
There are various kinds of shocks: to the vertebrae; to the nerves;
to moral sensibility; and, more potent and permanent, to personal
dignity. This last was the shock Jon received, coming thus on his
mother. He became suddenly conscious that he was doing an indelicate
thing. To have brought Fleur down openly--yes! But to sneak her in
like this! Consumed with shame, he put on a front as brazen as his
nature would permit.
Fleur was smiling, a little defiantly; his mother's startled face was
changing quickly to the impersonal and gracious. It was she who
uttered the first words:
"I'm very glad to see you. It was nice of Jon to think of bringing
you down to us."
"We weren't coming to the house," Jon blurted out. "I just wanted
Fleur to see where I lived."
His mother said quietly:
"Won't you come up and have tea?"
Feeling that he had but aggravated his breach of breeding, he heard
"Thanks very much; I have to get back to dinner. I met Jon by
accident, and we thought it would be rather jolly just to see his
How self-possessed she was!
"Of course; but you must have tea. We'll send you down to the
station. My husband will enjoy seeing you."
The expression of his mother's eyes, resting on him for a moment,
cast Jon down level with the ground--a true worm. Then she led on,
and Fleur followed her. He felt like a child, trailing after those
two, who were talking so easily about Spain and Wansdon, and the
house up there beyond the trees and the grassy slope. He watched the
fencing of their eyes, taking each other in--the two beings he loved
most in the world.
He could see his father sitting under the oaktree; and suffered in
advance all the loss of caste he must go through in the eyes of that
tranquil figure, with his knees crossed, thin, old, and elegant;
already he could feel the faint irony which would come into his voice
"This is Fleur Forsyte, Jolyon; Jon brought her down to see the
house. Let's have tea at once--she has to catch a train. Jon, tell
them, dear, and telephone to the Dragon for a car."
To leave her alone with them was strange, and yet, as no doubt his
mother had foreseen, the least of evils at the moment; so he ran up
into the house. Now he would not see Fleur alone again--not for a
minute, and they had arranged no further meeting! When he returned
under cover of the maids and teapots, there was not a trace of
awkwardness beneath the tree; it was all within himself, but not the
less for that. They were talking of the Gallery off Cork Street.
"We back numbers," his father was saying, "are awfully anxious to
find out why we can't appreciate the new stuff; you and Jon must tell
"It's supposed to be satiric, isn't it?" said Fleur.
He saw his father's smile.
"Satiric? Oh! I think it's more than that. What do you say, Jon?"
"I don't know at all," stammered Jon. His father's face had a sudden
"The young are tired of us, our gods and our ideals. Off with their
heads, they say--smash their idols! And let's get back to-nothing!
And, by Jove, they've done it! Jon's a poet. He'll be going in,
too, and stamping on what's left of us. Property, beauty, sentiment-
-all smoke. We mustn't own anything nowadays, not even our feelings.
They stand in the way of--Nothing."
Jon listened, bewildered, almost outraged by his father's words,
behind which he felt a meaning that he could not reach. He didn't
want to stamp on anything!
"Nothing's the god of to-day," continued Jolyon; "we're back where
the Russians were sixty years ago, when they started Nihilism."
"No, Dad," cried Jon suddenly, "we only want to live, and we don't
know how, because of the Past--that's all!"
"By George!" said Jolyon, "that's profound, Jon. Is it your own?
The Past! Old ownerships, old passions, and their aftermath. Let's
Conscious that his mother had lifted her hand to her lips, quickly,
as if to hush something, Jon handed the cigarettes. He lighted his
father's and Fleur's, then one for himself. Had he taken the knock
that Val had spoken of? The smoke was blue when he had not puffed,
grey when he had; he liked the sensation in his nose, and the sense
of equality it gave him. He was glad no one said: "So you've begun!"
He felt less young.
Fleur looked at her watch, and rose. His mother went with her into
the house. Jon stayed with his father, puffing at the cigarette.
"See her into the car, old man," said Jolyon; "and when she's gone,
ask your mother to come back to me."
Jon went. He waited in the hall. He saw her into the car. There
was no chance for any word; hardly for a pressure of the hand. He
waited all that evening for something to be said to him. Nothing was
said. Nothing might have happened. He went up to bed, and in the
mirror on his dressing-table met himself. He did not speak, nor did
the image; but both looked as if they thought the more.
IN GREEN STREET
Uncertain whether the impression that Prosper Profond was dangerous
should be traced to his attempt to give Val the Mayfly filly; to a
remark of Fleur's: "He's like the hosts of Midian--he prowls and
prowls around"; to his preposterous inquiry of Jack Cardigan: "What's
the use of keepin' fit?" or, more simply, to the fact that he was a
foreigner, or alien as it was now called. Certain, that Annette was
looking particularly handsome, and that Soames--had sold him a
Gauguin and then torn up the cheque, so that Monsieur Profond himself
had said: "I didn't get that small picture I bought from Mr.
However suspiciously regarded, he still frequented Winifred's
evergreen little house in Green Street, with a good-natured
obtuseness which no one mistook for naiv ete, a word hardly
applicable to Monsieur Prosper Profond. Winifred still found him
"amusing," and would write him little notes saying: "Come and have a
'jolly' with us"--it was breath of life to her to keep up with the
phrases of the day.
The mystery, with which all felt him to be surrounded, was due to his
having done, seen, heard, and known everything, and found nothing in
it--which was unnatural. The English type of disillusionment was
familiar enough to Winifred, who had always moved in fashionable
circles. It gave a certain cachet or distinction, so that one got
something out of it. But to see nothing in anything, not as a pose,
but because there was nothing in anything, was not English; and that
which was not English one could not help secretly feeling dangerous,
if not precisely bad form. It was like having the mood which the War
had left, seated--dark, heavy, smiling, indifferent--in your Empire
chair; it was like listening to that mood talking through thick pink
lips above a little diabolic beard. It was, as Jack Cardigan
expressed it--for the English character at large--"a bit too thick"--
for if nothing was really worth getting excited about, there were
always games, and one could make it so! Even Winifred, ever a
Forsyte at heart, felt that there was nothing to be had out of such a
mood of disillusionment, so that it really ought not to be there.
Monsieur Profond, in fact, made the mood too plain in a country which
decently veiled such realities.
When Fleur, after her hurried return from Robin Hill, came down to
dinner that evening, the mood was standing at the window of
Winifred's little drawing-room, looking out into Green Street, with
an air of seeing nothing in it. And Fleur gazed promptly into the
fireplace with an air of seeing a fire which was not there.
Monsieur Profond came from the window. He was in full fig, with a
white waistcoat and a white flower in his buttonhole.
"Well, Miss Forsyde," he said, "I'm awful pleased to see you. Mr.
Forsyde well? I was sayin' to-day I want to see him have some
pleasure. He worries."
"You think so?" said Fleur shortly.
"Worries," repeated Monsieur Profond, burring the r's.
Fleur spun round. "Shall I tell you," she said, "what would give him
pleasure?" But the words, "To hear that you had cleared out," died
at the expression on his face. All his fine white teeth were
"I was hearin' at the Club to-day about his old trouble."
Fleur opened her eyes. "What do you mean?"
Monsieur Profond moved his sleek head as if to minimize his
"Before you were born," he said; "that small business."
Though conscious that he had cleverly diverted her from his own share
in her father's worry, Fleur was unable to withstand a rush of
nervous curiosity. "Tell me what you heard."
"Why!" murmured Monsieur Profond, "you know all that."
"I expect I do. But I should like to know that you haven't heard it
"His first wife," murmured Monsieur Profond.
Choking back the words, "He was never married before," she said:
"Well, what about her?"
"Mr. George Forsyde was tellin' me about your father's first wife
marryin' his cousin Jolyon afterward. It was a small bit unpleasant,
I should think. I saw their boy--nice boy!"
Fleur looked up. Monsieur Profond was swimming, heavily diabolical,
before her. That--the reason! With the most heroic effort of her
life so far, she managed to arrest that swimming figure. She could
not tell whether he had noticed. And just then Winifred came in.
"Oh! here you both are already; Imogen and I have had the most
amusing afternoon at the Babies' bazaar."
"What babies?" said Fleur mechanically.
"The 'Save the Babies.' I got such a bargain, my dear. A piece of
old Armenian work--from before the Flood. I want your opinion on it,
"Auntie," whispered Fleur suddenly.
At the tone in the girl's voice Winifred closed in on her.'
"What's the matter? Aren't you well?"
Monsieur Profond had withdrawn into the window, where he was
practically out of hearing.
"Auntie, he-he told me that father has been married before. Is it
true that he divorced her, and she married Jon Forsyte's father?"
Never in all the life of the mother of four little Darties had
Winifred felt more seriously embarrassed. Her niece's face was so
pale, her eyes so dark, her voice so whispery and strained.
"Your father didn't wish you to hear," she said, with all the aplomb
she could muster. "These things will happen. I've often told him he
ought to let you know."
"Oh!" said Fleur, and that was all, but it made Winifred pat her
shoulder--a firm little shoulder, nice and white! She never could
help an appraising eye and touch in the matter of her niece, who
would have to be married, of course--though not to that boy Jon.
"We've forgotten all about it years and years ago," she said
comfortably. "Come and have dinner!"
"No, Auntie. I don't feel very well. May I go upstairs?"
"My dear!" murmured Winifred, concerned, "you're not taking this to
heart? Why, you haven't properly come out yet! That boy's a child!"
"What boy? I've only got a headache. But I can't stand that man to-
"Well, well," said Winifred, "go and lie down. I'll send you some
bromide, and I shall talk to Prosper Profond. What business had he
to gossip? Though I must say I think it's much better you should
Fleur smiled. "Yes," she said, and slipped from the room.
She went up with her head whirling, a dry sensation in her throat, a
guttered frightened feeling in her breast. Never in her life as yet
had she suffered from even momentary fear that she would not get what
she had set her heart on. The sensations of the afternoon had been
full and poignant, and this gruesome discovery coming on the top of
them had really made her head ache. No wonder her father had hidden
that photograph, so secretly behind her own-ashamed of having kept
it! But could he hate Jon's mother and yet keep her photograph? She
pressed her hands over her forehead, trying to see things clearly.
Had they told Jon--had her visit to Robin Hill forced them to tell
him? Everything now turned on that! She knew, they all knew,
She walked up and down, biting her lip and thinking desperately hard.
Jon loved his mother. If they had told him, what would he do? She
could not tell. But if they had not told him, should she not--could
she not get him for herself--get married to him, before he knew? She
searched her memories of Robin Hill. His mother's face so passive--
with its dark eyes and as if powdered hair, its reserve, its smile--
baffled her; and his father's--kindly, sunken, ironic. Instinctively
she felt they would shrink from telling Jon, even now, shrink from
hurting him--for of course it would hurt him awfully to know!
Her aunt must be made not to tell her father that she knew. So long
as neither she herself nor Jon were supposed to know, there was still
a chance--freedom to cover one's tracks, and get what her heart was
set on. But she was almost overwhelmed by her isolation. Every
one's hand was against her--every one's! It was as Jon had said--he
and she just wanted to live and the past was in their way, a past
they hadn't shared in, and didn't understand! Oh! What a shame! And
suddenly she thought of June. Would she help them? For somehow June
had left on her the impression that she would be sympathetic with
their love, impatient of obstacle. Then, instinctively, she thought:
'I won't give anything away, though, even to her. I daren't. I mean
to have Jon; against them all.'
Soup was brought up to her, and one of Winifred's pet headache
cachets. She swallowed both. Then Winifred herself appeared. Fleur
opened her campaign with the words:
"You know, Auntie, I do wish people wouldn't think I'm in love with
that boy. Why, I've hardly seen him!"
Winifred, though experienced, was not "fine." She accepted the
remark with considerable relief. Of course, it was not pleasant for
the girl to hear of the family scandal, and she set herself to
minimise the matter, a task for which she was eminently qualified,
"raised" fashionably under a comfortable mother and a father whose
nerves might not be shaken, and for many years the wife of Montague
Dartie. Her description was a masterpiece of understatement.
Fleur's father's first wife had been very foolish. There had been a
young man who had got run over, and she had left Fleur's father.
Then, years after, when it might all have come--right again, she had
taken up with their cousin Jolyon; and, of course, her father had
been obliged to have a divorce. Nobody remembered anything of it
now, except just the family. And, perhaps, it had all turned out for
the best; her father had Fleur; and Jolyon and Irene had been quite
happy, they said, and their boy was a nice boy. "Val having Holly,
too, is a sort of plaster, don't you know?" With these soothing
words, Winifred patted her niece's shoulder; thought: 'She's a nice,
plump little thing!' and went back to Prosper Profond, who, in spite
of his indiscretion, was very "amusing" this evening.
For some minutes after her aunt had gone Fleur remained under
influence of bromide material and spiritual. But then reality came
back. Her aunt had left out all that mattered--all the feeling, the
hate, the love, the unforgivingness of passionate hearts. She, who
knew so little of life, and had touched only the fringe of love, was
yet aware by instinct that words have as little relation to fact and
feeling as coin to the bread it buys. 'Poor Father!' she thought.
'Poor me! Poor Jon! But I don't care, I mean to have him!' From
the window of her darkened room she saw "that man" issue from the
door below and "prowl" away. If he and her mother--how would that
affect her chance? Surely it must make her father cling to her more
closely, so that he would consent in the end to anything she wanted,
or become reconciled the sooner to what she did without his
She took some earth from the flower-box in the window, and with all
her might flung it after that disappearing figure. It fell short,
but the action did her good.
And a little puff of air came up from Green Street, smelling of
petrol, not sweet.
PURELY FORSYTE AFFAIRS
Soames, coming up to the City, with the intention of calling in at
Green Street at the end of his day and taking Fleur back home with
him, suffered from rumination. Sleeping partner that he was, he
seldom visited the City now, but he still had a room of his own at
Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte's, and one special clerk and a half
assigned to the management of purely Forsyte affairs. They were
somewhat in flux just now--an auspicious moment for the disposal of
house property. And Soames was unloading the estates of his father
and Uncle Roger, and to some extent of his Uncle Nicholas. His
shrewd and matter-of-course probity in all money concerns had made
him something of an autocrat in connection with these trusts. If
Soames thought this or thought that, one had better save oneself the
bother of thinking too. He guaranteed, as it were, irresponsibility
to numerous Forsytes of the third and fourth generations. His fellow
trustees, such as his cousins Roger or Nicholas, his cousins-in-law
Tweetyman and Spender, or his sister Cicely's husband, all trusted
him; he signed first, and where he signed first they signed after,
and nobody was a penny the worse. Just now they were all a good many
pennies the better, and Soames was beginning to see the close of
certain trusts, except for distribution of the income from securities
as gilt-edged as was compatible with the period.
Passing the more feverish parts of the City toward the most perfect
backwater in London, he ruminated. Money was extraordinarily tight;
and morality extraordinarily loose! The War had done it. Banks were
not lending; people breaking contracts all over the place. There was
a feeling in the air and a look on faces that he did not like. The
country seemed in for a spell of gambling and bankruptcies. There
was satisfaction in the thought that neither he nor his trusts had an
investment which could be affected by anything less maniacal than
national repudiation or a levy on capital. If Soames had faith, it
was in what he called "English common sense"--or the power to have
things, if not one way then another. He might--like his father James
before him--say he didn't know what things were coming to, but he
never in his heart believed they were. If it rested with him, they
wouldn't--and, after all, he was only an Englishman like any other,
so quietly tenacious of what he had that he knew he would never
really part with it without something more or less equivalent in
exchange. His mind was essentially equilibristic in material
matters, and his way of putting the national situation difficult to
refute in a world composed of human beings. Take his own case, for
example! He was well off. Did that do anybody harm? He did not eat
ten meals a day; he ate no more than, perhaps not so much as, a poor
man. He spent no money on vice; breathed no more air, used no more
water to speak of than the mechanic or the porter. He certainly had
pretty things about him, but they had given employment in the making,
and somebody must use them. He bought pictures, but Art must be
encouraged. He was, in fact, an accidental channel through which
money flowed, employing labour. What was there objectionable in
that? In his charge money was in quicker and more useful flux than
it would be in charge of the State and a lot of slow-fly money-
sucking officials. And as to what he saved each year--it was just as
much in flux as what he didn't save, going into Water Board or
Council Stocks, or something sound and useful. The State paid him no
salary for being trustee of his own or other people's money he did
all that for nothing. Therein lay the whole case against
nationalisation--owners of private property were unpaid, and yet had
every incentive to quicken up the flux. Under nationalisation--just
the opposite! In a country smarting from officialism he felt that he
had a strong case.
It particularly annoyed him, entering that backwater of perfect
peace, to think that a lot of unscrupulous Trusts and Combinations
had been cornering the market in goods of all kinds, and keeping
prices at an artificial height. Such abusers of the individualistic
system were the ruffians who caused all the trouble, and it was some
satisfaction to see them getting into a stew at fast lest the whole
thing might come down with a run--and land them in the soup.
The offices of Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte occupied the ground and
first floors of a house on the right-hand side; and, ascending to his
room, Soames thought: 'Time we had a coat of paint.'
His old clerk Gradman was seated, where he always was, at a huge
bureau with countless pigeonholes. Half-the-clerk stood beside him,
with a broker's note recording investment of the proceeds from sale
of the Bryanston Square house, in Roger Forsyte's estate. Soames
took it, and said:
"Vancouver City Stock. H'm. It's down today!"
With a sort of grating ingratiation old Gradman answered him:
"Ye-es; but everything's down, Mr. Soames." And half-the-clerk
Soames skewered the document on to a number of other papers and hung
up his hat.
"I want to look at my Will and Marriage Settlement, Gradman."
Old Gradman, moving to the limit of his swivel chair, drew out two
drafts from the bottom lefthand drawer. Recovering his body, he
raised his grizzle-haired face, very red from stooping.
Soames took them. It struck him suddenly how like Gradman was to the
stout brindled yard dog they had been wont to keep on his chain at
The Shelter, till one day Fleur had come and insisted it should be
let loose, so that it had at once bitten the cook and been destroyed.
If you let Gradman off his chain, would he bite the cook?
Checking this frivolous fancy, Soames unfolded his Marriage
Settlement. He had not looked at it for over eighteen years, not
since he remade his Will when his father died and Fleur was born. He
wanted to see whether the words "during coverture" were in. Yes,
they were--odd expression, when you thought of it, and derived
perhaps from horse-breeding! Interest on fifteen thousand pounds
(which he paid her without deducting income tax) so long as she
remained his wife, and afterward during widowhood "dum casta"--old-
fashioned and rather pointed words, put in to insure the conduct of
Fleur's mother. His Will made it up to an annuity of a thousand
under the same conditions. All right! He returned the copies to
Gradman, who took them without looking up, swung the chair, restored
the papers to their drawer, and went on casting up.
"Gradman! I don't like the condition of the country; there are a lot
of people about without any common sense. I want to find a way by
which I can safeguard Miss Fleur against anything which might arise."
Gradman wrote the figure "2" on his blotting-paper.
"Ye-es," he said; "there's a nahsty spirit."
"The ordinary restraint against anticipation doesn't meet the case."
"Nao," said Gradman.
"Suppose those Labour fellows come in, or worse! It's these people
with fixed ideas who are the danger. Look at Ireland!"
"Ah!" said Gradman.
"Suppose I were to make a settlement on her at once with myself as
beneficiary for life, they couldn't take anything but the interest
from me, unless of course they alter the law."
Gradman moved his head and smiled.
"Ah!" he said, "they wouldn't do tha-at!"
"I don't know," muttered Soames; "I don't trust them."
"It'll take two years, sir, to be valid against death duties."
Soames sniffed. Two years! He was only sixty-five!
"That's not the point. Draw a form of settlement that passes all my
property to Miss Fleur's children in equal shares, with antecedent
life-interests first to myself and then to her without power of
anticipation, and add a clause that in the event of anything
happening to divert her life-interest, that interest passes to the
trustees, to apply for her benefit, in their absolute discretion."
Gradman grated: "Rather extreme at your age, sir; you lose control."
"That's my business," said Soames sharply.
Gradman wrote on a piece of paper: "Life-interest--anticipation--
divert interest--absolute discretion...." and said:
"What trustees? There's young Mr. Kingson; he's a nice steady young
"Yes, he might do for one. I must have three. There isn't a Forsyte
now who appeals to me."
"Not young Mr. Nicholas? He's at the Bar. We've given 'im briefs."
"He'll never set the Thames on fire," said Soames.
A smile oozed out on Gradman's face, greasy from countless mutton-
chops, the smile of a man who sits all day.
"You can't expect it, at his age, Mr. Soames."
"Why? What is he? Forty?"
"Ye-es, quite a young fellow."
"Well, put him in; but I want somebody who'll take a personal
interest. There's no one that I can see."
"What about Mr. Valerius, now he's come home?"
"Val Dartie? With that father?"
"We-ell," murmured Gradman, "he's been dead seven years--the Statute
runs against him."
"No," said Soames. "I don't like the connection." He rose. Gradman
"If they were makin' a levy on capital, they could come on the
trustees, sir. So there you'd be just the same. I'd think it over,
if I were you."
"That's true," said Soames. "I will. What have you done about that
dilapidation notice in Vere Street?"
"I 'aven't served it yet. The party's very old. She won't want to
go out at her age."
"I don't know. This spirit of unrest touches every one."
"Still, I'm lookin' at things broadly, sir. She's eighty-one."
"Better serve it," said Soames, "and see what she says. Oh! and Mr.
Timothy? Is everything in order in case of--"
"I've got the inventory of his estate all ready; had the furniture
and pictures valued so that we know what reserves to put on. I shall
be sorry when he goes, though. Dear me! It is a time since I first
saw Mr. Timothy!"
"We can't live for ever," said Soames, taking down his hat.
"Nao," said Gradman; "but it'll be a pity--the last of the old
family! Shall I take up the matter of that nuisance in Old Compton
Street? Those organs--they're nahsty things."
"Do. I must call for Miss Fleur and catch the four o'clock. Good-
"Good-day, Mr. Soames. I hope Miss Fleur--"
"Well enough, but gads about too much."
"Ye-es," grated Gradman; "she's young."
Soames went out, musing: "Old Gradman! If he were younger I'd put
him in the trust. There's nobody I can depend on to take a real
Leaving the bilious and mathematical exactitude, the preposterous
peace of that backwater, he thought suddenly: 'During coverture! Why
can't they exclude fellows like Profond, instead of a lot of hard-
working Germans?' and was surprised at the depth of uneasiness which
could provoke so unpatriotic a thought. But there it was! One never
got a moment of real peace. There was always something at the back
of everything! And he made his way toward Green Street.
Two hours later by his watch, Thomas Gradman, stirring in his swivel
chair, closed the last drawer of his bureau, and putting into his
waistcoat pocket a bunch of keys so fat that they gave him a
protuberance on the liver side, brushed his old top hat round with
his sleeve, took his umbrella, and descended. Thick, short, and
buttoned closely into his old frock coat, he walked toward Covent
Garden market. He never missed that daily promenade to the Tube for
Highgate, and seldom some critical transaction on the way in
connection with vegetables and fruit. Generations might be born, and
hats might change, wars be fought, and Forsytes fade away, but Thomas
Gradman, faithful and grey, would take his daily walk and buy his
daily vegetable. Times were not what they were, and his son had lost
a leg, and they never gave him those nice little plaited baskets to
carry the stuff in now, and these Tubes were convenient things--still
he mustn't complain; his health was good considering his time of
life, and after fifty-four years in the Law he was getting a round
eight hundred a year and a little worried of late, because it was
mostly collector's commission on the rents, and with all this
conversion of Forsyte property going on, it looked like drying up,
and the price of living still so high; but it was no good worrying--"
The good God made us all"--as he was in the habit of saying; still,
house property in London--he didn't know what Mr. Roger or Mr. James
would say if they could see it being sold like this--seemed to show a
lack of faith; but Mr. Soames--he worried. Life and lives in being
and twenty-one years after--beyond that you couldn't go; still, he
kept his health wonderfully--and Miss Fleur was a pretty little
thing--she was; she'd marry; but lots of people had no children
nowadays--he had had his first child at twenty-two; and Mr. Jolyon,
married while he was at Cambridge, had his child the same year--
gracious Peter! That was back in '69, a long time before old Mr.
Jolyon--fine judge of property--had taken his Will away from Mr.
James--dear, yes! Those were the days when they were buyin' property
right and left, and none of this khaki and fallin' over one another
to get out of things; and cucumbers at twopence; and a melon--the old
melons, that made your mouth water! Fifty years since he went into
Mr. James' office, and Mr. James had said to him: "Now, Gradman,
you're only a shaver--you pay attention, and you'll make your five
hundred a year before you've done." And he had, and feared God, and
served the Forsytes, and kept a vegetable diet at night. And, buying
a copy of John Bull--not that he approved of it, an extravagant
affair--he entered the Tube elevator with his mere brown-paper
parcel, and was borne down into the bowels of the earth.
SOAMES' PRIVATE LIFE
On his way to Green Street it occurred to Soames that he ought to go
into Dumetrius' in Suffolk Street about the possibility of the
Bolderby Old Crome. Almost worth while to have fought the war to
have the Bolderby Old Crome, as it were, in flux! Old Bolderby had
died, his son and grandson had been killed--a cousin was coming into
the estate, who meant to sell it, some said because of the condition
of England, others said because he had asthma.
If Dumetrius once got hold of it the price would become prohibitive;
it was necessary for Soames to find out whether Dumetrius had got it,
before he tried to get it himself. He therefore confined himself to
discussing with Dumetrius whether Monticellis would come again now
that it was the fashion for a picture to be anything except a
picture; and the future of Johns, with a side-slip into Buxton
Knights. It was only when leaving that he added: "So they're not
selling the Bolderby Old Crome, after all? "In sheer pride of racial
superiority, as he had calculated would be the case, Dumetrius
"Oh! I shall get it, Mr. Forsyte, sir!"
The flutter of his eyelid fortified Soames in a resolution to write
direct to the new Bolderby, suggesting that the only dignified way of
dealing with an Old Crome was to avoid dealers. He therefore said,
"Well, good-day!" and went, leaving Dumetrius the wiser.
At Green Street he found that Fleur was out and would be all the
evening; she was staying one more night in London. He cabbed on
dejectedly, and caught his train.
He reached his house about six o'clock. The air was heavy, midges
biting, thunder about. Taking his letters he went up to his
dressing-room to cleanse himself of London.
An uninteresting post. A receipt, a bill for purchases on behalf of
Fleur. A circular about an exhibition of etchings. A letter
"I feel it my duty..."
That would be an appeal or something unpleasant. He looked at once
for the signature. There was none! Incredulously he turned the page
over and examined each corner. Not being a public man, Soames had
never yet had an anonymous letter, and his first impulse was to tear
it up, as a dangerous thing; his second to read it, as a thing still
"I feel it my duty to inform you that having no interest in the
matter your lady is carrying on with a foreigner--"
Reaching that word Soames stopped mechanically and examined the
postmark. So far as he could pierce the impenetrable disguise in
which the Post Office had wrapped it, there was something with a
"sea" at the end and a "t" in it. Chelsea? No! Battersea? Perhaps!
He read on.
"These foreigners are all the same. Sack the lot. This one meets
your lady twice a week. I know it of my own knowledge--and to see an
Englishman put on goes against the grain. You watch it and see if
what I say isn't true. I shouldn't meddle if it wasn't a dirty
foreigner that's in it. Yours obedient."
The sensation with which Soames dropped the letter was similar to
that he would have had entering his bedroom and finding it full of
black-beetles. The meanness of anonymity gave a shuddering obscenity
to the moment. And the worst of it was that this shadow had been at
the back of his mind ever since the Sunday evening when Fleur had
pointed down at Prosper Profond strolling on the lawn, and said:
"Prowling cat!" Had he not in connection therewith, this very day,
perused his Will and Marriage Settlement? And now this anonymous
ruffian, with nothing to gain, apparently, save the venting of his
spite against foreigners, had wrenched it out of the obscurity in
which he had hoped and wished it would remain. To have such
knowledge forced on him, at his time of life, about Fleur's mother I
He picked the letter up from the carpet, tore it across, and then,
when it hung together by just the fold at the back, stopped tearing,
and reread it. He was taking at that moment one of the decisive
resolutions of his life. He would not be forced into another
scandal. No! However he decided to deal with this matter--and it
required the most far-sighted and careful consideration he would do
nothing that might injure Fleur. That resolution taken, his mind
answered the helm again, and he made his ablutions. His hands
trembled as he dried them. Scandal he would not have, but something
must be done to stop this sort of thing! He went into his wife's
room and stood looking around him. The idea of searching for
anything which would incriminate, and entitle him to hold a menace
over her, did not even come to him. There would be nothing--she was
much too practical. The idea of having her watched had been
dismissed before it came--too well he remembered his previous
experience of that. No! He had nothing but this torn-up letter from
some anonymous ruffian, whose impudent intrusion into his private
life he so violently resented. It was repugnant to him to make use
of it, but he might have to. What a mercy Fleur was not at home to-
night! A tap on the door broke up his painful cogitations.
"Mr. Michael Mont, sir, is in the drawing-room. Will you see him?"
"No," said Soames; "yes. I'll come down."
Anything that would take his mind off for a few minutes!
Michael Mont in flannels stood on the verandah smoking a cigarette.
He threw it away as Soames came up, and ran his hand through his
Soames' feeling toward this young man was singular. He was no doubt
a rackety, irresponsible young fellow according to old standards, yet
somehow likeable, with his extraordinarily cheerful way of blurting
out his opinions.
"Come in," he said; "have you had tea?"
Mont came in.
"I thought Fleur would have been back, sir; but I'm glad she isn't.
The fact is, I--I'm fearfully gone on her; so fearfully gone that I
thought you'd better know. It's old-fashioned, of course, coming to
fathers first, but I thought you'd forgive that. I went to my own
Dad, and he says if I settle down he'll see me through. He rather
cottons to the idea, in fact. I told him about your Goya."
"Oh!" said Soames, inexpressibly dry. "He rather cottons?"
"Yes, sir; do you?"
Soames smiled faintly.
"You see," resumed Mont, twiddling his straw hat, while his hair,
ears, eyebrows, all seemed to stand up from excitement, "when you've
been through the War you can't help being in a hurry."
"To get married; and unmarried afterward," said Soames slowly.
"Not from Fleur, sir. Imagine, if you were me!"
Soames cleared his throat. That way of putting it was forcible
"Fleur's too young," he said.
"Oh! no, sir. We're awfully old nowadays. My Dad seems to me a
perfect babe; his thinking apparatus hasn't turned a hair. But he's
a Baronight, of course; that keeps him back."
"Baronight," repeated Soames; "what may that be?"
"Bart, sir. I shall be a Bart some day. But I shall live it down,
"Go away and live this down," said Soames.
Young Mont said imploringly: "Oh! no, sir. I simply must hang
around, or I shouldn't have a dog's chance. You'll let Fleur do what
she likes, I suppose, anyway. Madame passes me."
"Indeed!" said Soames frigidly.
"You don't really bar me, do you?" and the young man looked so
doleful that Soames smiled.
"You may think you're very old," he said; "but you strike me as
extremely young. To rattle ahead of everything is not a proof of
"All right, sir; I give you our age. But to show you I mean
business--I've got a job."
"Glad to hear it."
"Joined a publisher; my governor is putting up the stakes."
Soames put his hand over his mouth--he had so very nearly said: "God
help the publisher!" His grey eyes scrutinised the agitated young
"I don't dislike you, Mr. Mont, but Fleur is everything to me:
Everything--do you understand?"
"Yes, sir, I know; but so she is to me."
"That's as may be. I'm glad you've told me, however. And now I
think there's nothing more to be said."
"I know it rests with her, sir."
"It will rest with her a long time, I hope."
"You aren't cheering," said Mont suddenly.
"No," said Soames, "my experience of life has not made me anxious to
couple people in a hurry. Good-night, Mr. Mont. I shan't tell Fleur
what you've said."
"Oh!" murmured Mont blankly; "I really could knock my brains out for
want of her. She knows that perfectly well."
"I dare say." And Soames held out his hand. A distracted squeeze, a
heavy sigh, and soon after sounds from the young man's motor-cycle
called up visions of flying dust and broken bones.
'The younger generation!' he thought heavily, and went out on to the
lawn. The gardeners had been mowing, and there was still the smell
of fresh-cut grass--the thundery air kept all scents close to earth.
The sky was of a purplish hue--the poplars black. Two or three boats
passed on the river, scuttling, as it were, for shelter before the
storm. 'Three days' fine weather,' thought Soames, 'and then a
storm!' Where was Annette? With that chap, for all he knew--she was
a young woman! Impressed with the queer charity of that thought, he
entered the summerhouse and sat down. The fact was--and he admitted
it--Fleur was so much to him that his wife was very little--very
little; French--had never been much more than a mistress, and he was
getting indifferent to that side of things! It was odd how, with all
this ingrained care for moderation and secure investment, Soames ever
put his emotional eggs into one basket. First Irene--now Fleur. He
was dimly conscious of it, sitting there, conscious of its odd
dangerousness. It had brought him to wreck and scandal once, but
now--now it should save him! He cared so much for Fleur that he
would have no further scandal. If only he could get at that
anonymous letter-writer, he would teach him not to meddle and stir up
mud at the bottom of water which he wished should remain stagnant!...
A distant flash, a low rumble, and large drops of rain spattered on
the thatch above him. He remained indifferent, tracing a pattern
with his finger on the dusty surface of a little rustic table.
Fleur's future! 'I want fair sailing for her,' he thought. 'Nothing
else matters at my time of life.' A lonely business--life! What you
had you never could keep to yourself! As you warned one off, you let
another in. One could make sure of nothing! He reached up and
pulled a red rambler rose from a cluster which blocked the window.
Flowers grew and dropped--Nature was a queer thing! The thunder
rumbled and crashed, travelling east along a river, the paling
flashes flicked his eyes; the poplar tops showed sharp and dense
against the sky, a heavy shower rustled and rattled and veiled in the
little house wherein he sat, indifferent, thinking.
When the storm was over, he left his retreat and went down the wet
path to the river bank.
Two swans had come, sheltering in among the reeds. He knew the birds
well, and stood watching the dignity in the curve of those white
necks and formidable snake-like heads. 'Not dignified--what I have
to do!' he thought. And yet it must be tackled, lest worse befell.
Annette must be back by now from wherever she had gone, for it was
nearly dinner-time, and as the moment for seeing her approached, the
difficulty of knowing what to say and how to say it had increased. A
new and scaring thought occurred to him. Suppose she wanted her
liberty to marry this fellow! Well, if she did, she couldn't have
it. He had not married her for that. The image of Prosper Profond
dawdled before him reassuringly. Not a marrying man! No, no! Anger
replaced that momentary scare. 'He had better not come my way,' he
thought. The mongrel represented---! But what did Prosper Profond
represent? Nothing that mattered surely. And yet something real
enough in the world--unmorality let off its chain, disillusionment on
the prowl! That expression Annette had caught from him: "Je m'en
fiche! "A fatalistic chap! A continental--a cosmopolitan--a product
of the age! If there were condemnation more complete, Soames felt
that he did not know it.
The swans had turned their heads, and were looking past him into some
distance of their own. One of them uttered a little hiss, wagged its
tail, turned as if answering to a rudder, and swam away. The other
followed. Their white bodies, their stately necks, passed out of his
sight, and he went toward the house.
Annette was in the drawing-room, dressed for dinner, and he thought
as he went up-stairs 'Handsome is as handsome does.' Handsome!
Except for remarks about the curtains in the drawing-room, and the
storm, there was practically no conversation during a meal
distinguished by exactitude of quantity and perfection of quality.
Soames drank nothing. He followed her into the drawing-room
afterward, and found her smoking a cigarette on the sofa between the
two French windows. She was leaning back, almost upright, in a low
black frock, with her knees crossed and her blue eyes half-closed;
grey-blue smoke issued from her red, rather full lips, a fillet bound
her chestnut hair, she wore the thinnest silk stockings, and shoes
with very high heels showing off her instep. A fine piece in any
room! Soames, who held that torn letter in a hand thrust deep into
the side-pocket of his dinner-jacket, said:
"I'm going to shut the window; the damp's lifting in."
He did so, and stood looking at a David Cox adorning the cream-
panelled wall close by.
What was she thinking of? He had never understood a woman in his
life--except Fleur--and Fleur not always! His heart beat fast. But
if he meant to do it, now was the moment. Turning from the David
Cox, he took out the torn letter.
"I've had this."
Her eyes widened, stared at him, and hardened.
Soames handed her the letter.
"It's torn, but you can read it." And he turned back to the David
Cox--a sea-piece, of good tone--but without movement enough. 'I
wonder what that chap's doing at this moment?' he thought. 'I'll
astonish him yet.' Out of the corner of his eye he saw Annette
holding the letter rigidly; her eyes moved from side to side under
her darkened lashes and frowning darkened eyes. She dropped the
letter, gave a little shiver, smiled, and said:
"I quite agree," said Soames; "degrading. Is it true?"
A tooth fastened on her red lower lip. "And what if it were?"
She was brazen!
"Is that all you have to say?"
"Well, speak out!"
"What is the good of talking?"
Soames said icily: "So you admit it?"
"I admit nothing. You are a fool to ask. A man like you should not
ask. It is dangerous."
Soames made a tour of the room, to subdue his rising anger.
"Do you remember," he said, halting in front of her, "what you were
when I married you? Working at accounts in a restaurant."
"Do you remember that I was not half your age?"
Soames broke off the hard encounter of their eyes, and went back to
the David Cox.
"I am not going to bandy words. I require you to give up this--
friendship. I think of the matter entirely as it affects Fleur."
"Yes," said Soames stubbornly; "Fleur. She is your child as well as
"It is kind to admit that!"
"Are you going to do what I say?"
"I refuse to tell you."
"Then I must make you."
"No, Soames," she said. "You are helpless. Do not say things that
you will regret."
Anger swelled the veins on his forehead. He opened his mouth to vent
that emotion, and could not. Annette went on:
"There shall be no more such letters, I promise you. That is
Soames writhed. He had a sense of being treated like a child by this
woman who had deserved he did not know what.
"When two people have married, and lived like us, Soames, they had
better be quiet about each other. There are things one does not drag
up into the light for people to laugh at. You will be quiet, then;
not for my sake for your own. You are getting old; I am not, yet.
You have made me ver-ry practical"
Soames, who had passed through all the sensations of being choked,
"I require you to give up this friendship."
"And if I do not?"
"Then--then I will cut you out of my Will."
Somehow it did not seem to meet the case. Annette laughed.
"You will live a long time, Soames."
"You--you are a bad woman," said Soames suddenly.
Annette shrugged her shoulders.
"I do not think so. Living with you has killed things in me, it is
true; but I am not a bad woman. I am sensible--that is all. And so
will you be when you have thought it over."
"I shall see this man," said Soames sullenly, "and warn him off."
"Mon cher, you are funny. You do not want me, you have as much of me
as you want; and you wish the rest of me to be dead. I admit
nothing, but I am not going to be dead, Soames, at my age; so you had
better be quiet, I tell you. I myself will make no scandal; none.
Now, I am not saying any more, whatever you do."
She reached out, took a French novel off a little table, and opened
it. Soames watched her, silenced by the tumult of his feelings. The
thought of that man was almost making him want her, and this was a
revelation of their relationship, startling to one little given to
introspective philosophy. Without saying another word he went out
and up to the picture-gallery. This came of marrying a Frenchwoman!
And yet, without her there would have been no Fleur! She had served
'She's right,' he thought; 'I can do nothing. I don't even know that
there's anything in it.' The instinct of self-preservation warned
him to batten down his hatches, to smother the fire with want of air.
Unless one believed there was something in a thing, there wasn't.
That night he went into her room. She received him in the most
matter-of-fact way, as if there had been no scene between them. And
he returned to his own room with a curious sense of peace. If one
didn't choose to see, one needn't. And he did not choose--in future
he did not choose. There was nothing to be gained by it--nothing!
Opening the drawer he took from the sachet a handkerchief, and the
framed photograph of Fleur. When he had looked at it a little he
slipped it down, and there was that other one--that old one of Irene.
An owl hooted while he stood in his window gazing at it. The owl
hooted, the red climbing roses seemed to deepen in colour, there came
a scent of lime-blossom. God! That had been a different thing!
JUNE TAKES A HAND
One who was a sculptor, a Slav, a sometime resident in New York,
an egoist, and impecunious, was to be found of an evening in June
Forsyte's studio on the bank of the Thames at Chiswick. On the
evening of July 6, Boris Strumolowski--several of whose works were on
show there because they were as yet too advanced to be on show
anywhere else--had begun well, with that aloof and rather Christ-like
silence which admirably suited his youthful, round, broad cheek-boned
countenance framed in bright hair banged like a girl's. June had
known him three weeks, and he still seemed to her the principal
embodiment of genius, and hope of the future; a sort of Star of the
East which had strayed into an unappreciative West. Until that
evening he had conversationally confined himself to recording his
impressions of the United States, whose dust he had just shaken from
off his feet--a country, in his opinion, so barbarous in every way
that he had sold practically nothing there, and become an object of
suspicion to the police; a country, as he said, without a race of its
own, without liberty, equality, or fraternity, without principles,
traditions, taste, without--in a word--a soul. He had left it for
his own good, and come to the only other country where he could live
well. June had dwelt unhappily on him in her lonely moments,
standing before his creations--frightening, but powerful and symbolic
once they had been explained! That he, haloed by bright hair like an
early Italian painting, and absorbed in his genius to the exclusion
of all else--the only sign of course by which real genius could be
told--should still be a "lame duck" agitated her warm heart almost to
the exclusion of Paul Post. And she had begun to take steps to clear
her Gallery, in order to fill it with Strumolowski masterpieces. She
had at once encountered trouble. Paul Post had kicked; Vospovitch
had stung. With all the emphasis of a genius which she did not as
yet deny them, they had demanded another six weeks at least of her
Gallery. The American stream, still flowing in, would soon be
flowing out. The American stream was their right, their only hope,
their salvation--since nobody in this "beastly" country cared for
Art. June had yielded to the demonstration. After all Boris would
not mind their having the full benefit of an American stream, which
he himself so violently despised.
This evening she had put that to Boris with nobody else present,
except Hannah Hobdey, the mediaeval black-and-whitist, and Jimmy
Portugal, editor of the Neo-Artist. She had put it to him with that
sudden confidence which continual contact with the neo-artistic world
had never been able to dry up in her warm and generous nature. He
had not broken his Christ-like silence, however, for more than two
minutes before she began to move her blue eyes from side to side, as
a cat moves its tail. This--he said--was characteristic of England,
the most selfish country in the world; the country which sucked the
blood of other countries; destroyed the brains and hearts of
Irishmen, Hindus, Egyptians, Boers, and Burmese, all the best races
in the world; bullying, hypocritical England! This was what he had
expected, coming to, such a country, where the climate was all fog,
and the people all tradesmen perfectly blind to Art, and sunk in
profiteering and the grossest materialism. Conscious that Hannah
Hobdey was murmuring, "Hear, hear!" and Jimmy Portugal sniggering,
June grew crimson, and suddenly rapped out:
"Then why did you ever come? We didn't ask you."
The remark was so singularly at variance with all she had led him to
expect from her, that Strumolowski stretched out his hand and took a
"England never wants an idealist," he said.
But in June something primitively English was thoroughly upset; old
Jolyon's sense of justice had risen, as it were, from bed. "You come
and sponge on us," she said, "and then abuse us. If you think that's
playing the game, I don't."
She now discovered that which others had discovered before her--the
thickness of hide beneath which the sensibility of genius is
sometimes veiled. Strumolowski's young and ingenuous face became the
incarnation of a sneer.
"Sponge, one does not sponge, one takes what is owing--a tenth part
of what is owing. You will repent to say that, Miss Forsyte."
"Oh, no," said June, "I shan't."
"Ah! We know very well, we artists--you take us to get what you can
out of us. I want nothing from you"--and he blew out a cloud of
Decision rose in an icy puff from the turmoil of insulted shame
within her. "Very well, then, you can take your things away."
And, almost in the same moment, she thought: 'Poor boy! He's only
got a garret, and probably not a taxi fare. In front of these
people, too; it's positively disgusting!'
Young Strumolowski shook his head violently; his hair, thick, smooth,
close as a golden plate, did not fall off.
"I can live on nothing," he said shrilly; "I have often had to for
the sake of my Art. It is you bourgeois who force us to spend
The words hit June like a pebble, in the ribs. After all she had
done for Art, all her identification with its troubles and lame
ducks. She was struggling for adequate words when the door was
opened, and her Austrian murmured:
"A young lady, gnadiges Fraulein."
"In the little meal-room."
With a glance at Boris Strumolowski, at Hannah Hobdey, at Jimmy
Portugal, June said nothing, and went out, devoid of equanimity.
Entering the "little meal-room," she perceived the young lady to be
Fleur--looking very pretty, if pale. At this disenchanted moment a
little lame duck of her own breed was welcome to June, so
homoeopathic by instinct.
The girl must have come, of course, because of Jon; or, if not, at
least to get something out of her. And June felt just then that to
assist somebody was the only bearable thing.
"So you've remembered to come," she said.
"Yes. What a jolly little duck of a house! But please don't let me
bother you, if you've got people."
"Not at all," said June. "I want to let them stew in their own juice
for a bit. Have you come about Jon?"
"You said you thought we ought to be told. Well, I've found out."
"Oh!" said June blankly. "Not nice, is it?"
They were standing one on each side of the little bare table at which
June took her meals. A vase on it was full of Iceland poppies; the
girl raised her hand and touched them with a gloved finger. To her
new-fangled dress, frilly about the hips and tight below the knees,
June took a sudden liking--a charming colour, flax-blue.
'She makes a picture,' thought June. Her little room, with its
whitewashed walls, its floor and hearth of old pink brick, its black
paint, and latticed window athwart which the last of the sunlight was
shining, had never looked so charming, set off by this young figure,
with the creamy, slightly frowning face. She remembered with sudden
vividness how nice she herself had looked in those old days when her
heart was set on Philip Bosinney, that dead lover, who had broken
from her to destroy for ever Irene's allegiance to this girl's
father. Did Fleur know of that, too?
"Well," she said, "what are you going to do?"
It was some seconds before Fleur answered.
"I don't want Jon to suffer. I must see him once more to put an end
"You're going to put an end to it!"
"What else is there to do?"
The girl seemed to June, suddenly, intolerably spiritless.
"I suppose you're right," she muttered. "I know my father thinks so;
but--I should never have done it myself. I can't take things lying
How poised and watchful that girl looked; how unemotional her voice
"People will assume that I'm in love."
"Well, aren't you?"
Fleur shrugged her shoulders. 'I might have known it,' thought June;
'she's Soames' daughter--fish! And yet--he!'
"What do you want me to do then?" she said with a sort of disgust.
"Could I see Jon here to-morrow on his way down to Holly's? He'd
come if you sent him a line to-night. And perhaps afterward you'd
let them know quietly at Robin Hill that it's all over, and that they
needn't tell Jon about his mother."
"All right!" said June abruptly. "I'll write now, and you can post
it. Half-past two tomorrow. I shan't be in, myself."
She sat down at the tiny bureau which filled one corner. When she
looked round with the finished note Fleur was still touching the
poppies with her gloved finger.
June licked a stamp. "Well, here it is. If you're not in love, of
course, there's no more to be said. Jon's lucky."
Fleur took the note. "Thanks awfully!"
'Cold-blooded little baggage!' thought June. Jon, son of her
father, to love, and not to be loved by the daughter of--Soames! It
"Is that all?"
Fleur nodded; her frills shook and trembled as she swayed toward the
"Good-bye!... Little piece of fashion!" muttered June, closing the
door. "That family!" And she marched back toward her studio. Boris
Strumolowski had regained his Christ-like silence and Jimmy Portugal
was damning everybody, except the group in whose behalf he ran the
Neo-Artist. Among the condemned were Eric Cobbley, and several other
"lame-duck" genii who at one time or another had held first place in
the repertoire of June's aid and adoration. She experienced a sense
of futility and disgust, and went to the window to let the river-wind
blow those squeaky words away.
But when at length Jimmy Portugal had finished, and gone with Hannah
Hobdey, she sat down and mothered young Strumolowski for half an
hour, promising him a month, at least, of the American stream; so
that he went away with his halo in perfect order. 'In spite of all,'
June thought, 'Boris is wonderful'
THE BIT BETWEEN THE TEETH
To know that your hand is against every one's is--for some natures--
to experience a sense of moral release. Fleur felt no remorse when
she left June's house. Reading condemnatory resentment in her little
kinswoman's blue eyes-she was glad that she had fooled her, despising
June because that elderly idealist had not seen what she was after.
End it, forsooth! She would soon show them all that she was only
just beginning. And she smiled to herself on the top of the bus
which carried her back to Mayfair. But the smile died, squeezed out
by spasms of anticipation and anxiety. Would she be able to manage
Jon? She had taken the bit between her teeth, but could she make him
take it too? She knew the truth and the real danger of delay--he
knew neither; therein lay all the difference in the world.
'Suppose I tell him,' she thought; 'wouldn't it really be safer?'
This hideous luck had no right to spoil their love; he must see that!
They could not let it! People always accepted an accomplished fact
in time! From that piece of philosophy--profound enough at her age--
she passed to another consideration less philosophic. If she
persuaded Jon to a quick and secret marriage, and he found out
afterward that she had known the truth. What then? Jon hated
subterfuge. Again, then, would it not be better to tell him? But
the memory of his mother's face kept intruding on that impulse.
Fleur was afraid. His mother had power over him; more power perhaps
than she herself. Who could tell? It was too great a risk. Deep-
sunk in these instinctive calculations she was carried on past Green
Street as far as the Ritz Hotel. She got down there, and walked back
on the Green Park side. The storm had washed every tree; they still
dripped. Heavy drops fell on to her frills, and to avoid them she
crossed over under the eyes of the Iseeum Club. Chancing to look up
she saw Monsieur Profond with a tall stout man in the bay window.
Turning into Green Street she heard her name called, and saw "that
prowler" coming up. He took off his hat--a glossy "bowler" such as
she particularly detested.
"Good evenin'! Miss Forsyde. Isn't there a small thing I can do for
"Yes, pass by on the other side."
"I say! Why do you dislike me?"
"It looks like it."
"Well, then, because you make me feel life isn't worth living."
Monsieur Profond smiled.
"Look here, Miss Forsyde, don't worry. It'll be all right. Nothing
"Things do last," cried Fleur; "with me anyhow--especially likes and
"Well, that makes me a bit un'appy."
"I should have thought nothing could ever make you happy or unhappy."
"I don't like to annoy other people. I'm goin' on my yacht."
Fleur looked at him, startled.
"Small voyage to the South Seas or somewhere," said Monsieur Profond.
Fleur suffered relief and a sense of insult. Clearly he meant to
convey that he was breaking with her mother. How dared he have
anything to break, and yet how dared he break it?
"Good-night, Miss Forsyde! Remember me to Mrs. Dartie. I'm not so
bad really. Good-night!" Fleur left him standing there with his hat
raised. Stealing a look round, she saw him stroll--immaculate and
heavy--back toward his Club.
'He can't even love with conviction,' she thought. 'What will Mother
Her dreams that night were endless and uneasy; she rose heavy and
unrested, and went at once to the study of Whitaker's Almanac. A
Forsyte is instinctively aware that facts are the real crux of any
situation. She might conquer Jon's prejudice, but without exact
machinery to complete their desperate resolve, nothing would happen.
>From the invaluable tome she learned that they must each be twenty-
one; or some one's consent would be necessary, which of course was
unobtainable; then she became lost in directions concerning licenses,
certificates, notices, districts, coming finally to the word
"perjury." But that was nonsense! Who would really mind their
giving wrong ages in order to be married for love! She ate hardly
any breakfast, and went back to Whitaker. The more she studied the
less sure she became; till, idly turning the pages, she came to
Scotland. People could be married there without any of this
nonsense. She had only to go and stay there twenty-one days, then
Jon could come, and in front of two people they could declare
themselves married. And what was more--they would be! It was far
the best way; and at once she ran over her schoolfellows. There was
Mary Lambe who lived in Edinburgh and was "quite a sport!"
She had a brother too. She could stay with Mary Lambe, who with her
brother would serve for witnesses. She well knew that some girls
would think all this unnecessary, and that all she and Jon need do
was to go away together for a weekend and then say to their people:
"We are married by Nature, we must now be married by Law." But Fleur
was Forsyte enough to feel such a proceeding dubious, and to dread
her father's face when he heard of it. Besides, she did not believe
that Jon would do it; he had an opinion of her such as she could not
bear to diminish. No! Mary Lambe was preferable, and it was just
the time of year to go to Scotland. More at ease now she packed,
avoided her aunt, and took a bus to Chiswick. She was too early, and
went on to Kew Gardens. She found no peace among its flower-beds,
labelled trees, and broad green spaces, and having lunched off
anchovy-paste sandwiches and coffee, returned to Chiswick and rang
June's bell. The Austrian admitted her to the "little meal-room."
Now that she knew what she and Jon were up against, her longing for
him had increased tenfold, as if he were a toy with sharp edges or
dangerous paint such as they had tried to take from her as a child.
If she could not have her way, and get Jon for good and all, she felt
like dying of privation. By hook or crook she must and would get
him! A round dim mirror of very old glass hung over the pink brick
hearth. She stood looking at herself reflected in it, pale, and
rather dark under the eyes; little shudders kept passing through her
nerves. Then she heard the bell ring, and, stealing to the window,
saw him standing on the doorstep smoothing his hair and lips, as if
he too were trying to subdue the fluttering of his nerves.
She was sitting on one of the two rush-seated chairs, with her back
to the door, when he came in, and she said at once
"Sit down, Jon, I want to talk seriously."
Jon sat on the table by her side, and without looking at him she went
"If you don't want to lose me, we must get married."
"Why? Is there anything new?"
"No, but I felt it at Robin Hill, and among my people."
"But--" stammered Jon, "at Robin Hill--it was all smooth--and they've
said nothing to me."
"But they mean to stop us. Your mother's face was enough. And my
"Have you seen him since?"
Fleur nodded. What mattered a few supplementary lies?
"But," said Jon eagerly, "I can't see how they can feel like that
after all these years."
Fleur looked up at him.
"Perhaps you don't love me enough."
"Not love you enough! Why--!"
"Then make sure of me."
"Without telling them?"
"Not till after."
Jon was silent. How much older he looked than on that day, barely
two months ago, when she first saw him--quite two years older!
"It would hurt Mother awfully," he said.
Fleur drew her hand away.
"You've got to choose."
Jon slid off the table on to his knees.
"But why not tell them? They can't really stop us, Fleur!"
"They can! I tell you, they can."
"We're utterly dependent--by putting money pressure, and all sorts of
other pressure. I'm not patient, Jon."
"But it's deceiving them."
Fleur got up.
"You can't really love me, or you wouldn't hesitate. 'He either
fears his fate too much!'"
Lifting his hands to her waist, Jon forced her to sit down again.
She hurried on:
"I've planned it all out. We've only to go to Scotland. When we're
married they'll soon come round. People always come round to facts.
Don't you see, Jon?"
"But to hurt them so awfully!"
So he would rather hurt her than those people of his! "All right,
then; let me go!"
Jon got up and put his back against the door.
"I expect you're right," he said slowly; "but I want to think it
She could see that he was seething with feelings he wanted to
express; but she did not mean to help him. She hated herself at this
moment and almost hated him. Why had she to do all the work to
secure their love? It wasn't fair. And then she saw his eyes,
adoring and distressed.
"Don't look like that! I only don't want to lose you, Jon."
"You can't lose me so long as you want me."
"Oh, yes, I can."
Jon put his hands on her shoulders.
"Fleur, do you know anything you haven't told me?"
It was the point-blank question she had dreaded. She looked straight
at him, and answered: "No." She had burnt her boats; but what did it
matter, if she got him? He would forgive her. And throwing her arms
round his neck, she kissed him on the lips. She was winning! She
felt it in the beating of his heart against her, in the closing of
his eyes. "I want to make sure! I want to make sure!" she
Jon did not answer. His face had the stillness of extreme trouble.
At last he said:
"It's like hitting them. I must think a little, Fleur. I really
Fleur slipped out of his arms.
"Oh! Very well!" And suddenly she burst into tears of disappointment,
shame, and overstrain. Followed five minutes of acute misery. Jon's
remorse and tenderness knew no bounds; but he did not promise.
Despite her will to cry, "Very well, then, if you don't love me
enough-goodbye!" she dared not. From birth accustomed to her own
way, this check from one so young, so tender, so devoted, baffled and
surprised her. She wanted to push him away from her, to try what
anger and coldness would do, and again she dared not. The knowledge
that she was scheming to rush him blindfold into the irrevocable
weakened everything--weakened the sincerity of pique, and the
sincerity of passion; even her kisses had not the lure she wished for
them. That stormy little meeting ended inconclusively.
"Will you some tea, gnadiges Fraulein?"
Pushing Jon from her, she cried out:
"No-no, thank you! I'm just going."
And before he could prevent her she was gone.
She went stealthily, mopping her gushed, stained cheeks, frightened,
angry, very miserable. She had stirred Jon up so fearfully, yet
nothing definite was promised or arranged! But the more uncertain
and hazardous the future, the more "the will to have" worked its
tentacles into the flesh of her heart--like some burrowing tick!
No one was at Green Street. Winifred had gone with Imogen to see a
play which some said was allegorical, and others "very exciting,
don't you know." It was because of what others said that Winifred
and Imogen had gone. Fleur went on to Paddington. Through the
carriage the air from the brick-kilns of West Drayton and the late
hayfields fanned her still gushed cheeks. Flowers had seemed to be
had for the picking; now they were all thorned and prickled. But the
golden flower within the crown of spikes seemed to her tenacious
spirit all the fairer and more desirable.
THE FAT IN THE FIRE
On reaching home Fleur found an atmosphere so peculiar that it
penetrated even the perplexed aura of her own private life. Her
mother was inaccessibly entrenched in a brown study; her father
contemplating fate in the vinery. Neither of them had a word to
throw to a dog. 'Is it because of me?' thought Fleur. 'Or because
of Profond?' To her mother she said:
"What's the matter with Father?"
Her mother answered with a shrug of her shoulders.
To her father:
"What's the matter with Mother?"
Her father answered:
"Matter? What should be the matter?" and gave her a sharp look.
"By the way," murmured Fleur, "Monsieur Profond is going a 'small'
voyage on his yacht, to the South Seas."
Soames examined a branch on which no grapes were growing.
"This vine's a failure," he said. "I've had young Mont here. He
asked me something about you."
"Oh! How do you like him, Father?"
"He--he's a product--like all these young people."
"What were you at his age, dear?"
Soames smiled grimly.
"We went to work, and didn't play about--flying and motoring, and
"Didn't you ever make love?"
She avoided looking at him while she said that, but she saw him well
enough. His pale face had reddened, his eyebrows, where darkness was
still mingled with the grey, had come close together.
"I had no time or inclination to philander."
"Perhaps you had a grand passion."
Soames looked at her intently.
"Yes--if you want to know--and much good it did me." He moved away,
along by the hot-water pipes. Fleur tiptoed silently after him.
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