The Pilgrims Of The Rhine
E. Bulwer Lytton

Part 1 out of 5

Produced by Dagny; and David Widger






ALLOW me, my dear Brother, to dedicate this Work to you. The greater
part of it (namely, the tales which vary and relieve the voyages of
Gertrude and Trevylyan) was written in the pleasant excursion we made
together some years ago. Among the associations--some sad and some
pleasing--connected with the general design, none are so agreeable to me
as those that remind me of the friendship subsisting between us, and
which, unlike that of near relations in general, has grown stronger and
more intimate as our footsteps have receded farther from the fields where
we played together in our childhood. I dedicate this Work to you with
the more pleasure, not only when I remember that it has always been a
favourite with yourself, but when I think that it is one of my writings
most liked in foreign countries; and I may possibly, therefore, have
found a record destined to endure the affectionate esteem which this
Dedication is intended to convey.

Yours, etc.

E. L. B.
LONDON, April 23, 1840.


COULD I prescribe to the critic and to the public, I would wish that this
work might be tried by the rules rather of poetry than prose, for
according to those rules have been both its conception and its execution;
and I feel that something of sympathy with the author's design is
requisite to win indulgence for the superstitions he has incorporated
with his tale, for the floridity of his style, and the redundance of his
descriptions. Perhaps, indeed, it would be impossible, in attempting to
paint the scenery and embody some of the Legends of the Rhine, not to
give (it may be, too loosely) the reins to the imagination, or to escape
the influence of that wild German spirit which I have sought to transfer
to a colder tongue.

I have made the experiment of selecting for the main interest of my work
the simplest materials, and weaving upon them the ornaments given chiefly
to subjects of a more fanciful nature. I know not how far I have
succeeded, but various reasons have conspired to make this the work,
above all others that I have written, which has given me the most delight
(though not unmixed with melancholy) in producing, and in which my mind
for the time has been the most completely absorbed. But the ardour of
composition is often disproportioned to the merit of the work; and the
public sometimes, nor unjustly, avenges itself for that forgetfulness of
its existence which makes the chief charm of an author's solitude,--and
the happiest, if not the wisest, inspiration of his dreams.


WITH the younger class of my readers this work has had the good fortune
to find especial favour; perhaps because it is in itself a collection of
the thoughts and sentiments that constitute the Romance of youth. It has
little to do with the positive truths of our actual life, and does not
pretend to deal with the larger passions and more stirring interests of
our kind. It is but an episode out of the graver epic of human
destinies. It requires no explanation of its purpose, and no analysis of
its story; the one is evident, the other simple,--the first seeks but to
illustrate visible nature through the poetry of the affections; the other
is but the narrative of the most real of mortal sorrows, which the Author
attempts to take out of the region of pain by various accessories from
the Ideal. The connecting tale itself is but the string that binds into
a garland the wild-flowers cast upon a grave.

The descriptions of the Rhine have been considered by Germans
sufficiently faithful to render this tribute to their land and their
legends one of the popular guide-books along the course it
illustrates,--especially to such tourists as wish not only to take in
with the eye the inventory of the river, but to seize the peculiar spirit
which invests the wave and the bank with a beauty that can only be made
visible by reflection. He little comprehends the true charm of the Rhine
who gazes on the vines on the hill-tops without a thought of the
imaginary world with which their recesses have been peopled by the
graceful credulity of old; who surveys the steep ruins that overshadow
the water, untouched by one lesson from the pensive morality of Time.
Everywhere around us is the evidence of perished opinions and departed
races; everywhere around us, also, the rejoicing fertility of
unconquerable Nature, and the calm progress of Man himself through the
infinite cycles of decay. He who would judge adequately of a landscape
must regard it not only with the painter's eye, but with the poet's. The
feelings which the sight of any scene in Nature conveys to the mind--more
especially of any scene on which history or fiction has left its
trace--must depend upon our sympathy with those associations which make
up what may be called the spiritual character of the spot. If
indifferent to those associations, we should see only hedgerows and
ploughed land in the battle-field of Bannockburn; and the traveller would
but look on a dreary waste, whether he stood amidst the piles of the
Druid on Salisbury plain, or trod his bewildered way over the broad
expanse on which the Chaldaean first learned to number the stars.

To the former editions of this tale was prefixed a poem on "The Ideal,"
which had all the worst faults of the author's earliest compositions in
verse. The present poem (with the exception of a very few lines) has
been entirely rewritten, and has at least the comparative merit of being
less vague in the thought, and less unpolished in the diction, than that
which it replaces.




In which the Reader is Introduced to Queen Nymphalin

The Lovers


The Maid of Malines

Rotterdam.--The Character of the Dutch.--Their Resemblance to the
Germans.--A Dispute between Vane and Trevylyan, after the manner of the
ancient Novelists, as to which is preferable, the Life of Action, or the
Life of Repose.--Trevylyan's Contrast between Literary Ambition and the
Ambition of Public Life

Gorcum.--The Tour of the Virtues: a Philosopher's Tale

Cologne.--The Traces of the Roman Yoke.--The Church of St.
Maria.--Trevylyan's Reflections on the Monastic Life.--The Tomb of the
Three Kings.--An Evening Excursion on the Rhine

The Soul in Purgatory; or, Love Stronger than Death

The Scenery of the Rhine analogous to the German Literary Genius.--The

The Legend of Roland.--The Adventures of Nymphalin on the Island of
Nonnewerth.--Her Song.--The Decay of the Fairy-Faith in England

Wherein the Reader is made Spectator with the English Fairies of the
Scenes and Beings that are beneath the Earth

The Wooing of Master Fox

The Tomb of a Father of Many Children

The Fairy's Cave, and the Fairy's Wish

The Banks of the Rhine.--From the Drachenfels to Brohl.--An Incident that
suffices in this Tale for an Epoch

Gertrude.--The Excursion to Hammerstein.--Thoughts

Letter from Trevylyan to -----

Coblentz.--Excursion to the Mountains of Taunus; Roman Tower in the
Valley of Ehrenbreitstein.--Travel, its Pleasures estimated differently
by the Young and the Old.--The Student of Heidelberg: his Criticisms on
German Literature

The Fallen Star; or, the History of a False Religion

Glenhausen.--The Power of Love in Sanctified Places.--A Portrait of
Frederick Barbarossa.--The Ambition of Men finds no adequate Sympathy in

View of Ehrenbreitstein.--A New Alarm in Gertrude's Health.--Trarbach

The Double Life.--Trevylyan's Fate.--Sorrow the Parent of

The Life of Dreams

The Brothers

The Immortality of the Soul.--A Common Incident not before Described.
--Trevylyan and Gertrude

In which the Reader will learn how the Fairies were received by the
Sovereigns of the Mines.--The Complaint of the Last of the Fauns.--The
Red Huntsman.--The Storm.--Death

Thurmberg.--A Storm upon the Rhine.--The Ruins of Rheinfels.--Peril
Unfelt by Love.--The Echo of the Lurlei-berg.--St. Goar.--Kaub,
Gutenfels, and Pfalzgrafenstein.--A certain Vastness of Mind in the First
Hermits.--The Scenery of the Rhine to Bacharach

The Voyage to Bingen.--The Simple Incidents in this Tale Excused.--The
Situation and Character of Gertrude.--The Conversation of the Lovers in
the Tempest.--A Fact Contradicted.--Thoughts occasioned by a Madhouse
amongst the most Beautiful Landscapes of the Rhine

Ellfeld.--Mayence.--Heidelberg.--A Conversation between Vane and the
German Student.--The Ruins of the Castle of Heidelberg and its Solitary

No Part of the Earth really Solitary.--The Song of the Fairies.--The
Sacred Spot.--The Witch of the Evil Winds.--The Spell and the Duty of the

Gertrude and Trevylyan, when the former is awakened to the Approach of

A Spot to be Buried in

The Conclusion of this Tale




AROUND "this visible diurnal sphere"
There floats a World that girds us like the space;
On wandering clouds and gliding beams career
Its ever-moving murmurous Populace.
There, all the lovelier thoughts conceived below
Ascending live, and in celestial shapes.
To that bright World, O Mortal, wouldst thou go?
Bind but thy senses, and thy soul escapes:
To care, to sin, to passion close thine eyes;
Sleep in the flesh, and see the Dreamland rise!
Hark to the gush of golden waterfalls,
Or knightly tromps at Archimagian Walls!
In the green hush of Dorian Valleys mark
The River Maid her amber tresses knitting;
When glow-worms twinkle under coverts dark,
And silver clouds o'er summer stars are flitting,
With jocund elves invade "the Moone's sphere,
Or hang a pearl in every cowslip's ear;"*
Or, list! what time the roseate urns of dawn
Scatter fresh dews, and the first skylark weaves
Joy into song, the blithe Arcadian Faun
Piping to wood-nymphs under Bromian leaves,
While slowly gleaming through the purple glade
Come Evian's panther car, and the pale Naxian Maid.

* "Midsummer Night's Dream."

Such, O Ideal World, thy habitants!
All the fair children of creative creeds,
All the lost tribes of Fantasy are thine,--
From antique Saturn in Dodonian haunts,
Or Pan's first music waked from shepherd reeds,
To the last sprite when Heaven's pale lamps decline,
Heard wailing soft along the solemn Rhine.



Thine are the Dreams that pass the Ivory Gates,
With prophet shadows haunting poet eyes!
Thine the belov'd illusions youth creates
From the dim haze of its own happy skies.
In vain we pine; we yearn on earth to win
The being of the heart, our boyhood's dream.
The Psyche and the Eros ne'er have been,
Save in Olympus, wedded! As a stream
Glasses a star, so life the ideal love;
Restless the stream below, serene the orb above!
Ever the soul the senses shall deceive;
Here custom chill, there kinder fate bereave:
For mortal lips unmeet eternal vows!
And Eden's flowers for Adam's mournful brows!
We seek to make the moment's angel guest
The household dweller at a human hearth;
We chase the bird of Paradise, whose nest
Was never found amid the bowers of earth.*

* According to a belief in the East, which is associated with one
of the loveliest and most familiar of Oriental superstitions,
the bird of Paradise is never seen to rest upon the earth, and
its nest is never to be found.

Yet loftier joys the vain pursuit may bring,
Than sate the senses with the boons of time;
The bird of Heaven hath still an upward wing,
The steps it lures are still the steps that climb;
And in the ascent although the soil be bare,
More clear the daylight and more pure the air.
Let Petrarch's heart the human mistress lose,
He mourns the Laura but to win the Muse.
Could all the charms which Georgian maids combine
Delight the soul of the dark Florentine,
Like one chaste dream of childlike Beatrice
Awaiting Hell's dark pilgrim in the skies,
Snatched from below to be the guide above,
And clothe Religion in the form of Love?*

* It is supposed by many of the commentators on Dante, that in
the form of his lost Beatrice, who guides him in his Vision
of Heaven, he allegorizes Religious Faith.



Oh, thou true Iris! sporting on thy bow
Of tears and smiles! Jove's herald, Poetry,
Thou reflex image of all joy and woe,
_Both_ fused in light by thy dear fantasy!
Lo! from the clay how Genius lifts its life,
And grows one pure Idea, one calm soul!
True, its own clearness must reflect our strife;
True, its completeness must comprise our whole;
But as the sun transmutes the sullen hues
Of marsh-grown vapours into vermeil dyes,
And melts them later into twilight dews,
Shedding on flowers the baptism of the skies;
So glows the Ideal in the air we breathe,
So from the fumes of sorrow and of sin,
Doth its warm light in rosy colours wreathe
Its playful cloudland, storing balms within.

Survey the Poet in his mortal mould,
Man, amongst men, descended from his throne!
The moth that chased the star now frets the fold,
Our cares, our faults, our follies are his own.
Passions as idle, and desires as vain,
Vex the wild heart, and dupe the erring brain.
From Freedom's field the recreant Horace flies
To kiss the hand by which his country dies;
From Mary's grave the mighty Peasant turns,
And hoarse with orgies rings the laugh of Burns.
While Rousseau's lips a lackey's vices own,--
Lips that could draw the thunder on a throne!
But when from Life the Actual GENIUS springs,
When, self-transformed by its own magic rod,
It snaps the fetters and expands the wings,
And drops the fleshly garb that veiled the god,
How the mists vanish as the form ascends!
How in its aureole every sunbeam blends!
By the Arch-Brightener of Creation seen,
How dim the crowns on perishable brows!
The snows of Atlas melt beneath the sheen,
Through Thebaid caves the rushing splendour flows.
Cimmerian glooms with Asian beams are bright,
And Earth reposes in a belt of light.
Now stern as Vengeance shines the awful form,
Armed with the bolt and glowing through the storm;
Sets the great deeps of human passion free,
And whelms the bulwarks that would breast the sea.
Roused by its voice the ghastly Wars arise,
Mars reddens earth, the Valkyrs pale the skies;
Dim Superstition from her hell escapes,
With all her shadowy brood of monster shapes;
Here life itself the scowl of Typhon* takes;
There Conscience shudders at Alecto's snakes;
From Gothic graves at midnight yawning wide,
In gory cerements gibbering spectres glide;
And where o'er blasted heaths the lightnings flame,
Black secret hags "do deeds without a name!"
Yet through its direst agencies of awe,
Light marks its presence and pervades its law,
And, like Orion when the storms are loud,
It links creation while it gilds a cloud.
By ruthless Thor, free Thought, frank Honour stand,
Fame's grand desire, and zeal for Fatherland.
The grim Religion of Barbarian Fear
With some Hereafter still connects the Here,
Lifts the gross sense to some spiritual source,
And thrones some Jove above the Titan Force,
Till, love completing what in awe began,
From the rude savage dawns the thoughtful man.

* The gloomy Typhon of Egypt assumes many of the mystic attributes
of the Principle of Life which, in the Grecian Apotheosis of the
Indian Bacchus, is represented in so genial a character of
exuberant joy and everlasting youth.

Then, oh, behold the Glorious comforter!
Still bright'ning worlds but gladd'ning now the hearth,
Or like the lustre of our nearest star,
Fused in the common atmosphere of earth.
It sports like hope upon the captive's chain;
Descends in dreams upon the couch of pain;
To wonder's realm allures the earnest child;
To the chaste love refines the instinct wild;
And as in waters the reflected beam,
Still where we turn, glides with us up the stream,
And while in truth the whole expanse is bright,
Yields to each eye its own fond path of light,--
So over life the rays of Genius fall,
Give each his track because illuming all.



Hence is that secret pardon we bestow
In the true instinct of the grateful heart,
Upon the Sons of Song. The good they do
In the clear world of their Uranian art
Endures forever; while the evil done
In the poor drama of their mortal scene,
Is but a passing cloud before the sun;
Space hath no record where the mist hath been.
Boots it to us if Shakspeare erred like man?
Why idly question that most mystic life?
Eno' the giver in his gifts to scan;
To bless the sheaves with which thy fields are rife,
Nor, blundering, guess through what obstructive clay
The glorious corn-seed struggled up to day.



But not to you alone, O Sons Of Song,
The wings that float the loftier airs along.
Whoever lifts us from the dust we are,
Beyond the sensual to spiritual goals;
Who from the MOMENT and the SELF afar
By deathless deeds allures reluctant souls,
Gives the warm life to what the Limner draws,--
Plato but thought what godlike Cato was.*
Recall the Wars of England's giant-born,
Is Elyot's voice, is Hampden's death in vain?
Have all the meteors of the vernal morn
But wasted light upon a frozen main?
Where is that child of Carnage, Freedom, flown?
The Sybarite lolls upon the martyr's throne.
Lewd, ribald jests succeed to solemn zeal;
And things of silk to Cromwell's men of steel.
Cold are the hosts the tromps of Ireton thrilled,
And hushed the senates Vane's large presence filled.
In what strong heart doth the old manhood dwell?
Where art thou, Freedom? Look! in Sidney's cell!
There still as stately stands the living Truth,
Smiling on age as it had smiled on youth.
Her forts dismantled, and her shrines o'erthrown,
The headsman's block her last dread altar-stone,
No sanction left to Reason's vulgar hope,
Far from the wrecks expands her prophet's scope.
Millennial morns the tombs of Kedron gild,
The hands of saints the glorious walls rebuild,--
Till each foundation garnished with its gem,
High o'er Gehenna flames Jerusalem!
O thou blood-stained Ideal of the free,
Whose breath is heard in clarions,--Liberty!
Sublimer for thy grand illusions past,
Thou spring'st to Heaven,--Religion at the last.
Alike below, or commonwealths or thrones,
Where'er men gather some crushed victim groans;
Only in death thy real form we see,
All life is bondage,--souls alone are free.
Thus through the waste the wandering Hebrews went,
Fire on the march, but cloud upon the tent.
At last on Pisgah see the prophet stand,
Before his vision spreads the PROMISED LAND;
But where revealed the Canaan to his eye?--
Upon the mountain he ascends to die.

* What Plato thought, and godlike Cato was.--POPE.



Yet whatsoever be our bondage here,
All have two portals to the phantom sphere.
What hath not glided through those gates that ope
Beyond the Hour, to MEMORY or to HOPE!
Give Youth the Garden,--still it soars above,
Seeks some far glory, some diviner love.
Place Age amidst the Golgotha,--its eyes
Still quit the graves, to rest upon the skies;
And while the dust, unheeded, moulders there,
Track some lost angel through cerulean air.

Lo! where the Austrian binds, with formal chain,
The crownless son of earth's last Charlemagne,--
Him, at whose birth laughed all the violet vales
(While yet unfallen stood thy sovereign star,
O Lucifer of nations). Hark, the gales
Swell with the shout from all the hosts, whose war
Rended the Alps, and crimsoned Memphian Nile,--
"Way for the coming of the Conqueror's Son:
Woe to the Merchant-Carthage of the Isle!
Woe to the Scythian ice-world of the Don!
O Thunder Lord, thy Lemnian bolts prepare,
The Eagle's eyry hath its eagle heir!"
Hark, at that shout from north to south, gray Power
Quails on its weak, hereditary thrones;
And widowed mothers prophesy the hour
Of future carnage to their cradled sons.
What! shall our race to blood be thus consigned,
And Ate claim an heirloom in mankind?
Are these red lots unshaken in the urn?
Years pass; approach, pale Questioner, and learn
Chained to his rock, with brows that vainly frown,
The fallen Titan sinks in darkness down!
And sadly gazing through his gilded grate,
Behold the child whose birth was as a fate!
Far from the land in which his life began;
Walled from the healthful air of hardy man;
Reared by cold hearts, and watched by jealous eyes,
His guardians jailers, and his comrades spies.
Each trite convention courtly fears inspire
To stint experience and to dwarf desire;
Narrows the action to a puppet stage,
And trains the eaglet to the starling's cage.
On the dejected brow and smileless cheek,
What weary thought the languid lines bespeak;
Till drop by drop, from jaded day to day,
The sickly life-streams ooze themselves away.
Yet oft in HOPE a boundless realm was thine,
That vaguest Infinite,--the Dream of Fame;
Son of the sword that first made kings divine,
Heir to man's grandest royalty,--a Name!
Then didst thou burst upon the startled world,
And keep the glorious promise of thy birth;
Then were the wings that bear the bolt unfurled,
A monarch's voice cried, "Place upon the earth!"
A new Philippi gained a second Rome,
And the Son's sword avenged the greater Caesar's doom.



But turn the eye to life's sequestered vale
And lowly roofs remote in hamlets green.
Oft in my boyhood where the moss-grown pale
Fenced quiet graves, a female form was seen;
Each eve she sought the melancholy ground,
And lingering paused, and wistful looked around.
If yet some footstep rustled through the grass,
Timorous she shrunk, and watched the shadow pass;
Then, when the spot lay lone amidst the gloom,
Crept to one grave too humble for a tomb,
There silent bowed her face above the dead,
For, if in prayer, the prayer was inly said;
Still as the moonbeam, paused her quiet shade,
Still as the moonbeam, through the yews to fade.
Whose dust thus hallowed by so fond a care?
What the grave saith not, let the heart declare.
On yonder green two orphan children played;
By yonder rill two plighted lovers strayed;
In yonder shrine two lives were blent in one,
And joy-bells chimed beneath a summer sun.
Poor was their lot, their bread in labour found;
No parent blessed them, and no kindred owned;
They smiled to hear the wise their choice condemn;
They loved--they loved--and love was wealth to them!
Hark--one short week--again the holy bell!
Still shone the sun; but dirge like boomed the knell,--
The icy hand had severed breast from breast;
Left life to toil, and summoned Death to rest.
Full fifty years since then have passed away,
Her cheek is furrowed, and her hair is gray.
Yet, when she speaks of _him_ (the times are rare),
Hear in her voice how youth still trembles there.
The very name of that young life that died
Still heaves the bosom, and recalls the bride.
Lone o'er the widow's hearth those years have fled,
The daily toil still wins the daily bread;
No books deck sorrow with fantastic dyes;
Her fond romance her woman heart supplies;
And, haply in the few still moments given,
(Day's taskwork done), to memory, death, and heaven,
To that unuttered poem may belong
Thoughts of such pathos as had beggared song.



Yes, while thou hopest, music fills the air,
While thou rememberest, life reclothes the clod;
While thou canst feel the electric chain of prayer,
Breathe but a thought, and be a soul with God!
Let not these forms of matter bound thine eye.
He who the vanishing point of Human things
Lifts from the landscape, lost amidst the sky,
Has found the Ideal which the poet sings,
Has pierced the pall around the senses thrown,
And is himself a poet, though unknown.



Eno'!--my song is closing, and to thee,
Land of the North, I dedicate its lay;
As I have done the simple tale to be
The drama of this prelude!
Rolls the swift Rhine beneath the starry ray;
But to my ear its haunted waters sigh;
Its moonlight mountains glimmer on my eye;
On wave, on marge, as on a wizard's glass,
Imperial ghosts in dim procession pass;
Lords of the wild, the first great Father-men,
Their fane the hill-top, and their home the glen;
Frowning they fade; a bridge of steel appears
With frank-eyed Caesar smiling through the spears;
The march moves onwards, and the mirror brings
The Gothic crowns of Carlovingian kings
Vanished alike! The Hermit rears his Cross,
And barbs neigh shrill, and plumes in tumult toss,
While (knighthood's sole sweet conquest from the Moor)
Sings to Arabian lutes the Tourbadour.
Not yet, not yet; still glide some lingering shades,
Still breathe some murmurs as the starlight fades,
Still from her rock I hear the Siren call,
And see the tender ghost in Roland's mouldering hall!



Trite were the tale I tell of love and doom,
(Whose life hath loved not, whose not mourned a tomb?)
But fiction draws a poetry from grief,
As art its healing from the withered leaf.
Play thou, sweet Fancy, round the sombre truth,
Crown the sad Genius ere it lower the torch!
When death the altar and the victim youth,
Flutes fill the air, and garlands deck the porch.
As down the river drifts the Pilgrim sail,
Clothe the rude hill-tops, lull the Northern gale;
With childlike lore the fatal course beguile,
And brighten death with Love's untiring smile.
Along the banks let fairy forms be seen
"By fountain clear, or spangled starlike sheen."*
Let sound and shape to which the sense is dull
Haunt the soul opening on the Beautiful.
And when at length, the symbol voyage done,
Surviving Grief shrinks lonely from the sun,
By tender types show Grief what memories bloom
From lost delight, what fairies guard the tomb.
Scorn not the dream, O world-worn; pause a while,
New strength shall nerve thee as the dreams beguile,
Stung by the rest, less far shall seem the goal!
As sleep to life, so fiction to the soul.

* "Midsummer Night's Dream."




IN one of those green woods which belong so peculiarly to our island (for
the Continent has its forests, but England its woods) there lived, a
short time ago, a charming little fairy called Nymphalin. I believe she
is descended from a younger branch of the house of Mab; but perhaps that
may only be a genealogical fable, for your fairies are very susceptible
to the pride of ancestry, and it is impossible to deny that they fall
somewhat reluctantly into the liberal opinions so much in vogue at the
present day.

However that may be, it is quite certain that all the courtiers in
Nymphalin's domain (for she was a queen fairy) made a point of asserting
her right to this illustrious descent; and accordingly she quartered the
Mab arms with her own,--three acorns vert, with a grasshopper rampant.
It was as merry a little court as could possibly be conceived, and on a
fine midsummer night it would have been worth while attending the queen's
balls; that is to say, if you could have got a ticket, a favour not
obtained without great interest.

But, unhappily, until both men and fairies adopt Mr. Owen's proposition,
and live in parallelograms, they will always be the victims of _ennui_.
And Nymphalin, who had been disappointed in love, and was still
unmarried, had for the last five or six months been exceedingly tired
even of giving balls. She yawned very frequently, and consequently
yawning became a fashion.

"But why don't we have some new dances, my Pipalee?" said Nymphalin to
her favourite maid of honour; "these waltzes are very old-fashioned."

"Very old-fashioned," said Pipalee.

The queen gaped, and Pipalee did the same.

It was a gala night; the court was held in a lone and beautiful hollow,
with the wild brake closing round it on every side, so that no human step
could easily gain the spot. Wherever the shadows fell upon the brake a
glow-worm made a point of exhibiting itself, and the bright August moon
sailed slowly above, pleased to look down upon so charming a scene of
merriment; for they wrong the moon who assert that she has an objection
to mirth,--with the mirth of fairies she has all possible sympathy. Here
and there in the thicket the scarce honeysuckles--in August honeysuckles
are somewhat out of season--hung their rich festoons, and at that moment
they were crowded with the elderly fairies, who had given up dancing and
taken to scandal. Besides the honeysuckle you might see the hawkweed and
the white convolvulus, varying the soft verdure of the thicket; and
mushrooms in abundance had sprung up in the circle, glittering in the
silver moonlight, and acceptable beyond measure to the dancers: every one
knows how agreeable a thing tents are in a _fete champetre_! I was
mistaken in saying that the brake closed the circle entirely round; for
there was one gap, scarcely apparent to mortals, through which a fairy at
least might catch a view of a brook that was close at hand, rippling in
the stars, and checkered at intervals by the rich weeds floating on the
surface, interspersed with the delicate arrowhead and the silver
water-lily. Then the trees themselves, in their prodigal variety of
hues,--the blue, the purple, the yellowing tint, the tender and silvery
verdure, and the deep mass of shade frowning into black; the willow, the
elm, the ash, the fir, and the lime, "and, best of all, Old England's
haunted oak;" these hues were broken again into a thousand minor and
subtler shades as the twinkling stars pierced the foliage, or the moon
slept with a richer light upon some favoured glade.

It was a gala night; the elderly fairies, as I said before, were chatting
among the honeysuckles; the young were flirting, and dancing, and making
love; the middle-aged talked politics under the mushrooms; and the queen
herself and half-a-dozen of her favourites were yawning their pleasure
from a little mound covered with the thickest moss.

"It has been very dull, madam, ever since Prince Fayzenheim left us,"
said the fairy Nip.

The queen sighed.

"How handsome the prince is!" said Pipalee.

The queen blushed.

"He wore the prettiest dress in the world; and what a mustache!" cried
Pipalee, fanning herself with her left wing.

"He was a coxcomb," said the lord treasurer, sourly. The lord treasurer
was the honestest and most disagreeable fairy at court; he was an
admirable husband, brother, son, cousin, uncle, and godfather,--it was
these virtues that had made him a lord treasurer. Unfortunately they had
not made him a sensible fairy. He was like Charles the Second in one
respect, for he never did a wise thing; but he was not like him in
another, for he very often said a foolish one.

The queen frowned.

"A young prince is not the worse for that," retorted Pipalee. "Heigho!
does your Majesty think his Highness likely to return?"

"Don't tease me," said Nymphalin, pettishly.

The lord treasurer, by way of giving the conversation an agreeable turn,
reminded her Majesty that there was a prodigious accumulation of business
to see to, especially that difficult affair about the emmet-wasp loan.
Her Majesty rose; and leaning on Pipalee's arm, walked down to the supper

"Pray," said the fairy Trip to the fairy Nip, "what is all this talk
about Prince Fayzenheim? Excuse my ignorance; I am only just out, you

"Why," answered Nip, a young courtier, not a marrying fairy, but very
seductive, "the story runs thus: Last summer a foreigner visited us,
calling himself Prince Fayzenheim: one of your German fairies, I fancy;
no great things, but an excellent waltzer. He wore long spurs, made out
of the stings of the horse-flies in the Black Forest; his cap sat on one
side, and his mustachios curled like the lip of the dragon-flower. He
was on his travels, and amused himself by making love to the queen. You
can't fancy, dear Trip, how fond she was of hearing him tell stories
about the strange creatures of Germany,--about wild huntsmen,
water-sprites, and a pack of such stuff," added Nip, contemptuously, for
Nip was a freethinker.

"In short?" said Trip.

"In short, she loved," cried Nip, with a theatrical air.

"And the prince?"

"Packed up his clothes, and sent on his travelling-carriage, in order
that he might go at his ease on the top of a stage-pigeon; in short--as
you say--in short, he deserted the queen, and ever since she has set the
fashion of yawning."

"It was very naughty in him," said the gentle Trip.

"Ah, my dear creature," cried Nip, "if it had been you to whom he had
paid his addresses!"

Trip simpered, and the old fairies from their seats in the honeysuckles
observed she was "sadly conducted;" but the Trips had never been too

Meanwhile the queen, leaning on Pipalee, said, after a short pause, "Do
you know I have formed a plan!"

"How delightful!" cried Pipalee. "Another gala!"

"Pooh, surely even you must be tired with such levities: the spirit of
the age is no longer frivolous; and I dare say as the march of gravity
proceeds, we shall get rid of galas altogether." The queen said this
with an air of inconceivable wisdom, for the "Society for the Diffusion
of General Stupefaction" had been recently established among the fairies,
and its tracts had driven all the light reading out of the market. "The
Penny Proser" had contributed greatly to the increase of knowledge and
yawning, so visibly progressive among the courtiers.

"No," continued Nymphalin; "I have thought of something better than
galas. Let us travel!"

Pipalee clasped her hands in ecstasy.

"Where shall we travel?"

"Let us go up the Rhine," said the queen, turning away her head. "We
shall be amazingly welcomed; there are fairies without number all the way
by its banks, and various distant connections of ours whose nature and
properties will afford interest and instruction to a philosophical mind."

"Number Nip, for instance," cried the gay Pipalee.

"The Red Man!" said the graver Nymphalin.

"Oh, my queen, what an excellent scheme!" and Pipalee was so lively
during the rest of the night that the old fairies in the honeysuckle
insinuated that the lady of honour had drunk a buttercup too much of the



I WISH only for such readers as give themselves heart and soul up to
me,--if they begin to cavil I have done with them; their fancy should put
itself entirely under my management; and, after all, ought they not to be
too glad to get out of this hackneyed and melancholy world, to be run
away with by an author who promises them something new?

From the heights of Bruges, a Mortal and his betrothed gazed upon the
scene below. They saw the sun set slowly amongst purple masses of cloud,
and the lover turned to his mistress and sighed deeply; for her cheek was
delicate in its blended roses, beyond the beauty that belongs to the hues
of health; and when he saw the sun sinking from the world, the thought
came upon him that _she_ was his sun, and the glory that she shed over
his life might soon pass away into the bosom of the "ever-during Dark."
But against the clouds rose one of the many spires that characterize the
town of Bruges; and on that spire, tapering into heaven, rested the eyes
of Gertrude Vane. The different objects that caught the gaze of each was
emblematic both of the different channel of their thoughts and the
different elements of their nature: he thought of the sorrow, she of the
consolation; his heart prophesied of the passing away from earth, hers of
the ascension into heaven. The lower part of the landscape was wrapped
in shade; but just where the bank curved round in a mimic bay, the waters
caught the sun's parting smile, and rippled against the herbage that
clothed the shore, with a scarcely noticeable wave. There are two of the
numerous mills which are so picturesque a feature of that country,
standing at a distance from each other on the rising banks, their sails
perfectly still in the cool silence of the evening, and adding to the
rustic tranquillity which breathed around. For to me there is something
in the still sails of one of those inventions of man's industry
peculiarly eloquent of repose: the rest seems typical of the repose of
our own passions, short and uncertain, contrary to their natural
ordination; and doubly impressive from the feeling which admonishes us
how precarious is the stillness, how utterly dependent on every wind
rising at any moment and from any quarter of the heavens! They saw
before them no living forms, save of one or two peasants yet lingering by
the water-side.

Trevylyan drew closer to his Gertrude; for his love was inexpressibly
tender, and his vigilant anxiety for her made his stern frame feel the
first coolness of the evening even before she felt it herself.

"Dearest, let me draw your mantle closer round you."

Gertrude smiled her thanks.

"I feel better than I have done for weeks," said she; "and when once we
get into the Rhine, you will see me grow so strong as to shock all your
interest for me."

"Ah, would to Heaven my interest for you may be put to such an ordeal!"
said Trevylyan; and they turned slowly to the inn, where Gertrude's
father already awaited them.

Trevylyan was of a wild, a resolute, and an active nature. Thrown on the
world at the age of sixteen, he had passed his youth in alternate
pleasure, travel, and solitary study. At the age in which manhood is
least susceptible to caprice, and most perhaps to passion, he fell in
love with the loveliest person that ever dawned upon a poet's vision. I
say this without exaggeration, for Gertrude Vane's was indeed the beauty,
but the perishable beauty, of a dream. It happened most singularly to
Trevylyan (but he was a singular man), that being naturally one whose
affections it was very difficult to excite, he should have fallen in love
at first sight with a person whose disease, already declared, would have
deterred any other heart from risking its treasures on a bark so utterly
unfitted for the voyage of life. Consumption, but consumption in its
most beautiful shape, had set its seal upon Gertrude Vane, when Trevylyan
first saw her, and at once loved. He knew the danger of the disease; he
did not, except at intervals, deceive himself; he wrestled against the
new passion: but, stern as his nature was, he could not conquer it. He
loved, he confessed his love, and Gertrude returned it.

In a love like this, there is something ineffably beautiful,--it is
essentially the poetry of passion. Desire grows hallowed by fear, and,
scarce permitted to indulge its vent in the common channel of the senses,
breaks forth into those vague yearnings, those lofty aspirations, which
pine for the Bright, the Far, the Unattained. It is "the desire of the
moth for the star;" it is the love of the soul!

Gertrude was advised by the faculty to try a southern climate; but
Gertrude was the daughter of a German mother, and her young fancy had
been nursed in all the wild legends and the alluring visions that belong
to the children of the Rhine. Her imagination, more romantic than
classic, yearned for the vine-clad hills and haunted forests which are so
fertile in their spells to those who have once drunk, even sparingly, of
the Literature of the North. Her desire strongly expressed, her declared
conviction that if any change of scene could yet arrest the progress of
her malady it would be the shores of the river she had so longed to
visit, prevailed with her physicians and her father, and they consented
to that pilgrimage along the Rhine on which Gertrude, her father, and her
lover were now bound.

It was by the green curve of the banks which the lovers saw from the
heights of Bruges that our fairy travellers met. They were reclining on
the water-side, playing at dominos with eye-bright and the black specks
of the trefoil; namely, Pipalee, Nip, Trip, and the lord treasurer (for
that was all the party selected by the queen for her travelling
_cortege_), and waiting for her Majesty, who, being a curious little elf,
had gone round the town to reconnoitre.

"Bless me!" said the lord treasurer; "what a mad freak is this! Crossing
that immense pond of water! And was there ever such bad grass as this?
One may see that the fairies thrive ill here."

"You are always discontented, my lord," said Pipalee; "but then you are
somewhat too old to travel,--at least, unless you go in your nutshell and

The lord treasurer did not like this remark, so he muttered a peevish
pshaw, and took a pinch of honeysuckle dust to console himself for being
forced to put up with so much frivolity.

At this moment, ere the moon was yet at her middest height, Nymphalin
joined her subjects.

"I have just returned," said she, with a melancholy expression on her
countenance, "from a scene that has almost renewed in me that sympathy
with human beings which of late years our race has well-nigh

"I hurried through the town without noticing much food for adventure. I
paused for a moment on a fat citizen's pillow, and bade him dream of
love. He woke in a fright, and ran down to see that his cheeses were
safe. I swept with a light wing over a politician's eyes, and
straightway he dreamed of theatres and music. I caught an undertaker in
his first nap, and I have left him whirled into a waltz. For what would
be sleep if it did not contrast life? Then I came to a solitary chamber,
in which a girl, in her tenderest youth, knelt by the bedside in prayer,
and I saw that the death-spirit had passed over her, and the blight was
on the leaves of the rose. The room was still and hushed, the angel of
Purity kept watch there. Her heart was full of love, and yet of holy
thoughts, and I bade her dream of the long life denied to her,--of a
happy home, of the kisses of her young lover, of eternal faith, and
unwaning tenderness. Let her at least enjoy in dreams what Fate has
refused to Truth! And, passing from the room, I found her lover
stretched in his cloak beside the door; for he reads with a feverish and
desperate prophecy the doom that waits her; and so loves he the very air
she breathes, the very ground she treads, that when she has left his
sight he creeps, silently and unknown to her, to the nearest spot
hallowed by her presence, anxious that while yet she is on earth not an
hour, not a moment, should be wasted upon other thoughts than those that
belong to her; and feeling a security, a fearful joy, in lessening the
distance that _now_ only momentarily divides them. And that love seemed
to me not as the love of the common world, and I stayed my wings and
looked upon it as a thing that centuries might pass and bring no parallel
to, in its beauty and its melancholy truth. But I kept away the sleep
from the lover's eyes, for well I knew that sleep was a tyrant, that
shortened the brief time of waking tenderness for the living, yet spared
him; and one sad, anxious thought of her was sweeter, in spite of its
sorrow, than the brightest of fairy dreams. So I left him awake, and
watching there through the long night, and felt that the children of
earth have still something that unites them to the spirits of a finer
race, so long as they retain amongst them the presence of real love!"

And oh! is there not a truth also in our fictions of the Unseen World?
Are there not yet bright lingerers by the forest and the stream? Do the
moon and the soft stars look out on no delicate and winged forms bathing
in their light? Are the fairies and the invisible hosts but the children
of our dreams, and not their inspiration? Is that all a delusion which
speaks from the golden page? And is the world only given to harsh and
anxious travellers that walk to and fro in pursuit of no gentle shadows?
Are the chimeras of the passions the sole spirits of the universe? No!
while my remembrance treasures in its deepest cell the image of one no
more,--one who was "not of the earth, earthy;" one in whom love was the
essence of thoughts divine; one whose shape and mould, whose heart and
genius, would, had Poesy never before dreamed it, have called forth the
first notion of spirits resembling mortals, but not of them,--no,
Gertrude! while I remember you, the faith, the trust in brighter shapes
and fairer natures than the world knows of, comes clinging to my heart;
and still will I think that Fairies might have watched over your sleep
and Spirits have ministered to your dreams.



GERTRUDE and her companions proceeded by slow and, to her, delightful
stages to Rotterdam. Trevylyan sat by her side, and her hand was ever in
his; and when her delicate frame became sensible of fatigue, her head
drooped on his shoulder as its natural resting-place. Her father was a
man who had lived long enough to have encountered many reverses of
fortune, and they had left him, as I am apt to believe long adversity
usually does leave its prey, somewhat chilled and somewhat hardened to
affection; passive and quiet of hope, resigned to the worst as to the
common order of events, and expecting little from the best, as an
unlooked-for incident in the regularity of human afflictions. He was
insensible of his daughter's danger, for he was not one whom the fear of
love endows with prophetic vision; and he lived tranquilly in the
present, without asking what new misfortune awaited him in the future.
Yet he loved his child, his only child, with whatever of affection was
left him by the many shocks his heart had received; and in her
approaching connection with one rich and noble as Trevylyan, he felt even
something bordering upon pleasure. Lapped in the apathetic indifference
of his nature, he leaned back in the carriage, enjoying the bright
weather that attended their journey, and sensible--for he was one of fine
and cultivated taste--of whatever beauties of nature or remains of art
varied their course. A companion of this sort was the most agreeable
that two persons never needing a third could desire; he left them
undisturbed to the intoxication of their mutual presence; he marked not
the interchange of glances; he listened not to the whisper, the low
delicious whisper, with which the heart speaks its sympathy to heart. He
broke not that charmed silence which falls over us when the thoughts are
full, and words leave nothing to explain; that repose of feeling; that
certainty that we are understood without the effort of words, which makes
the real luxury of intercourse and the true enchantment of travel. What
a memory hours like these bequeath, after we have settled down into the
calm occupation of common life! How beautiful, through the vista of
years, seems that brief moonlight track upon the waters of our youth!

And Trevylyan's nature, which, as I have said before, was naturally hard
and stern, which was hot, irritable, ambitious, and prematurely tinctured
with the policy and lessons of the world, seemed utterly changed by the
peculiarities of his love. Every hour, every moment was full of incident
to him; every look of Gertrude's was entered in the tablets of his heart;
so that his love knew no languor, it required no change: he was absorbed
in it,--_it was himself_! And he was soft, and watchful as the step of a
mother by the couch of her sick child; the lion within him was tamed by
indomitable love; the sadness, the presentiment, that was mixed with all
his passion for Gertrude, filled him too with that poetry of feeling
which is the result of thoughts weighing upon us, and not to be expressed
by ordinary language. In this part of their journey, as I find by the
date, were the following lines written; they are to be judged as the
lines of one in whom emotion and truth were the only inspiration:--


As leaves left darkling in the flush of day,
When glints the glad sun checkering o'er the tree,
I see the green earth brightening in the ray,
Which only casts a shadow upon me!


What are the beams, the flowers, the glory, all
Life's glow and gloss, the music and the bloom,
When every sun but speeds the Eternal Pall,
And Time is Death that dallies with the Tomb?


And yet--oh yet, so young, so pure!--the while
Fresh laugh the rose-hues round youth's morning sky,
That voice, those eyes, the deep love of that smile,
Are they not soul--_all_ soul--and _can_ they die?


Are there the words "NO MORE" for thoughts like ours?
Must the bark sink upon so soft a wave?
Hath the short summer of thy life no flowers
But those which bloom above thine early grave?


O God! and what is life, that I should live?
(Hath not the world enow of common clay?)
And she--the Rose--whose life a soul could give
To the void desert, sigh its sweets away?


And I that love thee thus, to whom the air,
Blest by thy breath, makes heaven where'er it be,
Watch thy cheek wane, and smile away despair,
Lest it should dim one hour yet left to Thee.


Still let me conquer self; oh, still conceal
By the smooth brow the snake that coils below;
Break, break my heart! it comforts yet to feel
That _she_ dreams on, unwakened by my woe!


Hushed, where the Star's soft angel loves to keep
Watch o'er their tide, the morning waters roll;
So glides my spirit,--darkness in the deep,
But o'er the wave the presence of thy soul!

Gertrude had not as yet the presentiments that filled the soul of
Trevylyan. She thought too little of herself to know her danger, and
those hours to her were hours of unmingled sweetness. Sometimes, indeed,
the exhaustion of her disease tinged her spirits with a vague sadness, an
abstraction came over her, and a languor she vainly struggled against.
These fits of dejection and gloom touched Trevylyan to the quick; his eye
never ceased to watch them, nor his heart to soothe. Often when he
marked them, he sought to attract her attention from what he fancied,
though erringly, a sympathy with his own forebodings, and to lead her
young and romantic imagination through the temporary beguilements of
fiction; for Gertrude was yet in the first bloom of youth, and all the
dews of beautiful childhood sparkled freshly from the virgin blossoms of
her mind. And Trevylyan, who had passed some of his early years among
the students of Leipsic, and was deeply versed in the various world of
legendary lore, ransacked his memory for such tales as seemed to him most
likely to win her interest; and often with false smiles entered into the
playful tale, or oftener, with more faithful interest, into the graver
legend of trials that warned yet beguiled them from their own. Of such
tales I have selected but a few; I know not that they are the least
unworthy of repetition,--they are those which many recollections induce
me to repeat the most willingly. Gertrude loved these stories, for she
had not yet lost, by the coldness of the world, one leaf from that soft
and wild romance which belonged to her beautiful mind; and, more than
all, she loved the sound of a voice which every day became more and more
musical to her ear. "Shall I tell you," said Trevylyan, one morning, as
he observed her gloomier mood stealing over the face of Gertrude,--"shall
I tell you, ere yet we pass into the dull land of Holland, a story of
Malines, whose spires we shall shortly see?" Gertrude's face brightened
at once, and as she leaned back in the carriage as it whirled rapidly
along, and fixed her deep blue eyes on Trevylyan, he began the following



IT was noonday in the town of Malines, or Mechlin, as the English usually
term it; the Sabbath bell had summoned the inhabitants to divine worship;
and the crowd that had loitered round the Church of St. Rembauld had
gradually emptied itself within the spacious aisles of the sacred

A young man was standing in the street, with his eyes bent on the ground,
and apparently listening for some sound; for without raising his looks
from the rude pavement, he turned to every corner of it with an intent
and anxious expression of countenance. He held in one hand a staff, in
the other a long slender cord, the end of which trailed on the ground;
every now and then he called, with a plaintive voice, "Fido, Fido, come
back! Why hast thou deserted me?" Fido returned not; the dog, wearied
of confinement, had slipped from the string, and was at play with his
kind in a distant quarter of the town, leaving the blind man to seek his
way as he might to his solitary inn.

By and by a light step passed through the street, and the young
stranger's face brightened.

"Pardon me," said he, turning to the spot where his quick ear had caught
the sound, "and direct me, if you are not much pressed for a few moments'
time, to the hotel 'Mortier d'Or.'"

It was a young woman, whose dress betokened that she belonged to the
middling class of life, whom he thus addressed. "It is some distance
hence, sir," said she; "but if you continue your way straight on for
about a hundred yards, and then take the second turn to your right

"Alas!" interrupted the stranger, with a melancholy smile, "your
direction will avail me little; my dog has deserted me, and I am blind!"

There was something in these words, and in the stranger's voice, which
went irresistibly to the heart of the young woman. "Pray forgive me,"
she said, almost with tears in her eyes, "I did not perceive your--"
misfortune, she was about to say, but she checked herself with an
instinctive delicacy. "Lean upon me, I will conduct you to the door;
nay, sir," observing that he hesitated, "I have time enough to spare, I
assure you."

The stranger placed his hand on the young woman's arm; and though Lucille
was naturally so bashful that even her mother would laughingly reproach
her for the excess of a maiden virtue, she felt not the least pang of
shame, as she found herself thus suddenly walking through the streets of
Malines along with a young stranger, whose dress and air betokened him of
rank superior to her own.

"Your voice is very gentle," said he, after a pause; "and that," he
added, with a slight sigh, "is the only criterion by which I know the
young and the beautiful!" Lucille now blushed, and with a slight mixture
of pain in the blush, for she knew well that to beauty she had no
pretension. "Are you a native of this town?" continued he.

"Yes, sir; my father holds a small office in the customs, and my mother
and I eke out his salary by making lace. We are called poor, but we do
not feel it, sir."

"You are fortunate! there is no wealth like the heart's
wealth,--content," answered the blind man, mournfully.

"And, monsieur," said Lucille, feeling angry with herself that she had
awakened a natural envy in the stranger's mind, and anxious to change the
subject--"and, monsieur, has he been long at Malines?"

"But yesterday. I am passing through the Low Countries on a tour;
perhaps you smile at the tour of a blind man, but it is wearisome even to
the blind to rest always in the same place. I thought during
church-time, when the streets were empty, that I might, by the help of my
dog, enjoy safely at least the air, if not the sight of the town; but
there are some persons, methinks, who cannot have even a dog for a

The blind man spoke bitterly,--the desertion of his dog had touched him
to the core. Lucille wiped her eyes. "And does Monsieur travel then
alone?" said she; and looking at his face more attentively than she had
yet ventured to do, she saw that he was scarcely above two-and-twenty.
"His father, and his _mother_," she added, with an emphasis on the last
word, "are they not with him?"

"I am an orphan!" answered the stranger; "and I have neither brother nor

The desolate condition of the blind man quite melted Lucille; never had
she been so strongly affected. She felt a strange flutter at the heart,
a secret and earnest sympathy, that attracted her at once towards him.
She wished that Heaven had suffered her to be his sister!

The contrast between the youth and the form of the stranger, and the
affliction which took hope from the one and activity from the other,
increased the compassion he excited. His features were remarkably
regular, and had a certain nobleness in their outline; and his frame was
gracefully and firmly knit, though he moved cautiously and with no
cheerful step.

They had now passed into a narrow street leading towards the hotel, when
they heard behind them the clatter of hoofs; and Lucille, looking hastily
back, saw that a troop of the Belgian horse was passing through the town.

She drew her charge close by the wall, and trembling with fear for him,
she stationed herself by his side. The troop passed at a full trot
through the street; and at the sound of their clanging arms, and the
ringing hoofs of their heavy chargers, Lucille might have seen, had she
looked at the blind man's face, that its sad features kindled with
enthusiasm, and his head was raised proudly from its wonted and
melancholy bend. "Thank Heaven!" she said, as the troop had nearly
passed them, "the danger is over!" Not so. One of the last two soldiers
who rode abreast was unfortunately mounted on a young and unmanageable
horse. The rider's oaths and digging spur only increased the fire and
impatience of the charger; it plunged from side to side of the narrow

"Look to yourselves!" cried the horseman, as he was borne on to the place
where Lucille and the stranger stood against the wall. "Are ye mad? Why
do you not run?"

"For Heaven's sake, for mercy's sake, he is blind!" cried Lucille,
clinging to the stranger's side.

"Save yourself, my kind guide!" said the stranger. But Lucille dreamed
not of such desertion. The trooper wrested the horse's head from the
spot where they stood; with a snort, as it felt the spur, the enraged
animal lashed out with its hind-legs; and Lucille, unable to save _both_,
threw herself before the blind man, and received the shock directed
against him; her slight and delicate arm fell broken by her side, the
horseman was borne onward. "Thank God, _you_ are saved!" was poor
Lucille's exclamation; and she fell, overcome with pain and terror, into
the arms which the stranger mechanically opened to receive her.

"My guide! my friend!" cried he, "you are hurt, you--"

"No, sir," interrupted Lucille, faintly, "I am better, I am well. _This_
arm, if you please,--we are not far from your hotel now."

But the stranger's ear, tutored to every inflection of voice, told him at
once of the pain she suffered. He drew from her by degrees the
confession of the injury she had sustained; but the generous girl did not
tell him it had been incurred solely in his protection. He now insisted
on reversing their duties, and accompanying _her_ to her home; and
Lucille, almost fainting with pain, and hardly able to move, was forced
to consent. But a few steps down the next turning stood the humble
mansion of her father. They reached it; and Lucille scarcely crossed the
threshold, before she sank down, and for some minutes was insensible to
pain. It was left to the stranger to explain, and to beseech them
immediately to send for a surgeon, "the most skilful, the most practised
in the town," said he. "See, I am rich, and this is the least I can do
to atone to your generous daughter, for not forsaking even a stranger in

He held out his purse as he spoke, but the father refused the offer; and
it saved the blind man some shame, that he could not see the blush of
honest resentment with which so poor a species of renumeration was put

The young man stayed till the surgeon arrived, till the arm was set; nor
did he depart until he had obtained a promise from the mother that he
should learn the next morning how the sufferer had passed the night.

The next morning, indeed, he had intended to quit a town that offers but
little temptation to the traveller; but he tarried day after day, until
Lucille herself accompanied her mother, to assure him of her recovery.

You know, at least I do, dearest Gertrude, that there is such a thing as
love at the first meeting,--a secret, an unaccountable affinity between
persons (strangers before) which draws them irresistibly together,--as if
there were truth in Plato's beautiful fantasy, that our souls were a
portion of the stars, and that spirits, thus attracted to each other,
have drawn their original light from the same orb, and yearn for a
renewal of their former union. Yet without recurring to such fanciful
solutions of a daily mystery, it was but natural that one in the forlorn
and desolate condition of Eugene St. Amand should have felt a certain
tenderness for a person who had so generously suffered for his sake.

The darkness to which he was condemned did not shut from his mind's eye
the haunting images of Ideal beauty; rather, on the contrary, in his
perpetual and unoccupied solitude, he fed the reveries of an imagination
naturally warm, and a heart eager for sympathy and commune.

He had said rightly that his only test of beauty was in the melody of
voice; and never had a softer or more thrilling tone than that of the
young maiden touched upon his ear. Her exclamation, so beautifully
denying self, so devoted in its charity, "Thank God, _you_ are saved!"
uttered too in the moment of her own suffering, rang constantly upon his
soul, and he yielded, without precisely defining their nature, to vague
and delicious sentiments, that his youth had never awakened to till then.
And Lucille--the very accident that had happened to her on his behalf
only deepened the interest she had already conceived for one who, in the
first flush of youth, was thus cut off from the glad objects of life, and
left to a night of years desolate and alone. There is, to your beautiful
and kindly sex, a natural inclination to _protect_. This makes them the
angels of sickness, the comforters of age, the fosterers of childhood;
and this feeling, in Lucille peculiarly developed, had already
inexpressibly linked her compassionate nature to the lot of the
unfortunate traveller. With ardent affections, and with thoughts beyond
her station and her years, she was not without that modest vanity which
made her painfully susceptible to her own deficiencies in beauty.
Instinctively conscious of how deeply she herself could love, she
believed it impossible that she could ever be so loved in return. The
stranger, so superior in her eyes to all she had yet seen, was the first
who had ever addressed her in that voice which by tones, not words,
speaks that admiration most dear to a woman's heart. To _him_ she was
beautiful, and her lovely mind spoke out, undimmed by the imperfections
of her face. Not, indeed, that Lucille was wholly without personal
attraction; her light step and graceful form were elastic with the
freshness of youth, and her mouth and smile had so gentle and tender an
expression, that there were moments when it would not have been the blind
only who would have mistaken her to be beautiful. Her early childhood
had indeed given the promise of attractions, which the smallpox, that
then fearful malady, had inexorably marred. It had not only seared the
smooth skin and brilliant hues, but utterly changed even the character of
the features. It so happened that Lucille's family were celebrated for
beauty, and vain of that celebrity; and so bitterly had her parents
deplored the effects of the cruel malady, that poor Lucille had been
early taught to consider them far more grievous than they really were,
and to exaggerate the advantages of that beauty, the loss of which was
considered by her parents so heavy a misfortune. Lucille, too, had a
cousin named Julie, who was the wonder of all Malines for her personal
perfections; and as the cousins were much together, the contrast was too
striking not to occasion frequent mortification to Lucille. But every
misfortune has something of a counterpoise; and the consciousness of
personal inferiority had meekened, without souring, her temper, had given
gentleness to a spirit that otherwise might have been too high, and
humility to a mind that was naturally strong, impassioned, and energetic.

And yet Lucille had long conquered the one disadvantage she most dreaded
in the want of beauty. Lucille was never known but to be loved.
Wherever came her presence, her bright and soft mind diffused a certain
inexpressible charm; and where she was not, a something was absent from
the scene which not even Julie's beauty could replace.

"I propose," said St. Amand to Madame le Tisseur, Lucille's mother, as he
sat in her little salon,--for he had already contracted that acquaintance
with the family which permitted him to be led to their house, to return
the visits Madame le Tisseur had made him, and his dog, once more
returned a penitent to his master, always conducted his steps to the
humble abode, and stopped instinctively at the door,--"I propose," said
St. Amand, after a pause, and with some embarrassment, "to stay a little
while longer at Malines; the air agrees with me, and I like the quiet of
the place; but you are aware, madam, that at a hotel among strangers, I
feel my situation somewhat cheerless. I have been thinking"--St. Amand
paused again--"I have been thinking that if I could persuade some
agreeable family to receive me as a lodger, I would fix myself here for
some weeks. I am easily pleased."

"Doubtless there are many in Malines who would be too happy to receive
such a lodger."

"Will you receive me?" asked St. Amand, abruptly. "It was of _your_
family I thought."

"Of us? Monsieur is too flattering. But we have scarcely a room good
enough for you."

"What difference between one room and another can there be to me? That
is the best apartment to my choice in which the human voice sounds most

The arrangement was made, and St. Amand came now to reside beneath the
same roof as Lucille. And was she not happy that _he_ wanted so constant
an attendance; was she not happy that she was ever of use? St. Amand was
passionately fond of music; he played himself with a skill that was only
surpassed by the exquisite melody of his voice, and was not Lucille happy
when she sat mute and listening to such sounds as in Malines were never
heard before? Was she not happy in gazing on a face to whose melancholy
aspect her voice instantly summoned the smile? Was she not happy when
the music ceased, and St. Amand called "Lucille"? Did not her own name
uttered by that voice seem to her even sweeter than the music? Was she
not happy when they walked out in the still evenings of summer, and her
arm thrilled beneath the light touch of one to whom she was so necessary?
Was she not proud in her happiness, and was there not something like
worship in the gratitude she felt to him for raising her humble spirit to
the luxury of feeling herself beloved?

St. Amand's parents were French. They had resided in the neighbourhood
of Amiens, where they had inherited a competent property, to which he had
succeeded about two years previous to the date of my story.

He had been blind from the age of three years. "I know not," said he, as
he related these particulars to Lucille one evening when they were
alone,--"I know not what the earth may be like, or the heaven, or the
rivers whose voice at least I can hear, for I have no recollection beyond
that of a confused but delicious blending of a thousand glorious colours,
a bright and quick sense of joy, A VISIBLE MUSIC. But it is only since
my childhood closed that I have mourned, as I now unceasingly mourn, for
the light of day. My boyhood passed in a quiet cheerfulness; the least
trifle then could please and occupy the vacancies of my mind; but it was
as I took delight in being read to, as I listened to the vivid
descriptions of Poetry, as I glowed at the recital of great deeds, as I
was made acquainted by books with the energy, the action, the heat, the
fervour, the pomp, the enthusiasm of life, that I gradually opened to the
sense of all I was forever denied. I felt that I existed, not lived; and
that, in the midst of the Universal Liberty, I was sentenced to a prison,
from whose blank walls there was no escape. Still, however, while my
parents lived, I had something of consolation; at least I was not alone.
They died, and a sudden and dread solitude, a vast and empty dreariness,
settled upon my dungeon. One old servant only, who had attended me from
my childhood, who had known me in my short privilege of light, by whose
recollections my mind could grope back its way through the dark and
narrow passages of memory to faint glimpses of the sun, was all that
remained to me of human sympathies. It did not suffice, however, to
content me with a home where my father and my mother's kind voice were
_not_. A restless impatience, an anxiety to move, possessed me, and I
set out from my home, journeying whither I cared not, so that at least I
could change an air that weighed upon me like a palpable burden. I took
only this old attendant as my companion; he too died three months since
at Bruxelles, worn out with years. Alas! I had forgotten that he was
old, for I saw not his progress to decay; and now, save my faithless dog,
I was utterly alone, till I came hither and found _thee_."

Lucille stooped down to caress the dog; she blessed the desertion that
had led him to a friend who never could desert.

But however much, and however gratefully, St. Amand loved Lucille, her
power availed not to chase the melancholy from his brow, and to reconcile
him to his forlorn condition.

"Ah, would that I could see thee! would that I could look upon a face
that my heart vainly endeavours to delineate!"

"If thou couldst," sighed Lucille, "thou wouldst cease to love me."

"Impossible!" cried St. Amand, passionately. "However the world may find
thee, _thou_ wouldst become my standard of beauty; and I should judge not
of thee by others, but of others by thee."

He loved to hear Lucille read to him, and mostly he loved the
descriptions of war, of travel, of wild adventure, and yet they
occasioned him the most pain. Often she paused from the page as she
heard him sigh, and felt that she would even have renounced the bliss of
being loved by him, if she could have restored to him that blessing, the
desire for which haunted him as a spectre.

Lucille's family were Catholic, and, like most in their station, they
possessed the superstitions, as well as the devotion of the faith.
Sometimes they amused themselves of an evening by the various legends and
imaginary miracles of their calendar; and once, as they were thus
conversing with two or three of their neighbours, "The Tomb of the Three
Kings of Cologne" became the main topic of their wondering recitals.
However strong was the sense of Lucille, she was, as you will readily
conceive, naturally influenced by the belief of those with whom she had
been brought up from her cradle, and she listened to tale after tale of
the miracles wrought at the consecrated tomb, as earnestly and
undoubtingly as the rest.

And the Kings of the East were no ordinary saints; to the relics of the
Three Magi, who followed the Star of Bethlehem, and were the first
potentates of the earth who adored its Saviour, well might the pious
Catholic suppose that a peculiar power and a healing sanctity would
belong. Each of the circle (St. Amand, who had been more than usually
silent, and even gloomy during the day, had retired to his own apartment,
for there were some moments when, in the sadness of his thoughts, he
sought that solitude which he so impatiently fled from at others)--each
of the circle had some story to relate equally veracious and
indisputable, of an infirmity cured, or a prayer accorded, or a sin
atoned for at the foot of the holy tomb. One story peculiarly affected
Lucille; the narrator, a venerable old man with gray locks, solemnly
declared himself a witness of its truth.

A woman at Anvers had given birth to a son, the offspring of an illicit
connection, who came into the world deaf and dumb. The unfortunate
mother believed the calamity a punishment for her own sin. "Ah, would,"
said she, "that the affliction had fallen only upon me! Wretch that I
am, my innocent child is punished for my offence!" This, idea haunted
her night and day; she pined and could not be comforted. As the child
grew up, and wound himself more and more round her heart, his caresses
added new pangs to her remorse; and at length (continued the narrator)
hearing perpetually of the holy fame of the Tomb of Cologne, she resolved
upon a pilgrimage barefoot to the shrine. "God is merciful," said she;
"and He who called Magdalene his sister may take the mother's curse from
the child." She then went to Cologne; she poured her tears, her
penitence, and her prayers at the sacred tomb. When she returned to her
native town, what was her dismay as she approached her cottage to behold
it a heap of ruins! Its blackened rafters and yawning casements
betokened the ravages of fire. The poor woman sank upon the ground
utterly overpowered. Had her son perished? At that moment she heard the
cry of a child's voice, and, lo! her child rushed to her arms, and called
her "mother!"

He had been saved from the fire, which had broken out seven days before;
but in the terror he had suffered, the string that tied his tongue had
been loosened; he had uttered articulate sounds of distress; the curse
was removed, and one word at least the kind neighbours had already taught
him to welcome his mother's return. What cared she now that her
substance was gone, that her roof was ashes? She bowed in grateful
submission to so mild a stroke; her prayer had been heard, and the sin of
the mother was visited no longer on the child.

I have said, dear Gertrude, that this story made a deep impression upon
Lucille. A misfortune so nearly akin to that of St. Amand removed by the
prayer of another filled her with devoted thoughts and a beautiful hope.
"Is not the tomb still standing?" thought she. "Is not God still in
heaven?--He who heard the guilty, may He not hear the guiltless? Is He
not the God of love? Are not the affections the offerings that please
Him best? And what though the child's mediator was his mother, can even
a mother love her child more tenderly than I love Eugene? But if,
Lucille, thy prayer be granted, if he recover his sight, _thy_ charm is
gone, he will love thee no longer. No matter! be it so,--I shall at
least have made him happy!"

Such were the thoughts that filled the mind of Lucille; she cherished
them till they settled into resolution, and she secretly vowed to perform
her pilgrimage of love. She told neither St. Amand nor her parents of
her intention; she knew the obstacles such an announcement would create.
Fortunately she had an aunt settled at Bruxelles, to whom she had been
accustomed once in every year to pay a month's visit, and at that time
she generally took with her the work of a twelvemonths' industry, which
found a readier sale at Bruxelles than at Malines. Lucille and St. Amand
were already betrothed; their wedding was shortly to take place; and the
custom of the country leading parents, however poor, to nourish the
honourable ambition of giving some dowry with their daughters, Lucille
found it easy to hide the object of her departure, under the pretence of
taking the lace to Bruxelles, which had been the year's labour of her
mother and herself,--it would sell for sufficient, at least, to defray
the preparations for the wedding.

"Thou art ever right, child," said Madame le Tisseur; "the richer St.
Amand is, why, the less oughtest thou to go a beggar to his house."

In fact, the honest ambition of the good people was excited; their pride
had been hurt by the envy of the town and the current congratulations on
so advantageous a marriage; and they employed themselves in counting up
the fortune they should be able to give to their only child, and
flattering their pardonable vanity with the notion that there would be no
such great disproportion in the connection after all. They were right,
but not in their own view of the estimate; the wealth that Lucille
brought was what fate could not lessen, reverse could not reach; the
ungracious seasons could not blight its sweet harvest; imprudence could
not dissipate, fraud could not steal, one grain from its abundant
coffers! Like the purse in the Fairy Tale, its use was hourly, its
treasure inexhaustible.

St. Amand alone was not to be won to her departure; he chafed at the
notion of a dowry; he was not appeased even by Lucille's representation
that it was only to gratify and not to impoverish her parents. "And
_thou_, too, canst leave me!" he said, in that plaintive voice which had
made his first charm to Lucille's heart. "It is a double blindness!"

"But for a few days; a fortnight at most, dearest Eugene."

"A fortnight! you do not reckon time as the blind do," said St. Amand,

"But listen, listen, dear Eugene," said Lucille, weeping.

The sound of her sobs restored him to a sense of his ingratitude. Alas,
he knew not how much he had to be grateful for! He held out his arms to
her. "Forgive me," said he. "Those who can see Nature know not how
terrible it is to be alone."

"But my mother will not leave you."

"She is not you!"

"And Julie," said Lucille, hesitatingly.

"What is Julie to me?"

"Ah, you are the only one, save my parents, who could think of me in her

"And why, Lucille?"

"Why! She is more beautiful than a dream."

"Say not so. Would I could see, that I might prove to the world how much
more beautiful thou art! There is no music in her voice."

The evening before Lucille departed she sat up late with St. Amand and
her mother. They conversed on the future; they made plans; in the wide
sterility of the world they laid out the garden of household love, and
filled it with flowers, forgetful of the wind that scatters and the frost
that kills. And when, leaning on Lucille's arm, St. Amand sought his
chamber, and they parted at his door, which closed upon her, she fell
down on her knees at the threshold, and poured out the fulness of her
heart in a prayer for his safety and the fulfilment of her timid hope.

At daybreak she was consigned to the conveyance that performed the short
journey from Malines to Bruxelles. When she entered the town, instead of
seeking her aunt, she rested at an _auberge_ in the suburbs, and
confiding her little basket of lace to the care of its hostess, she set
out alone, and on foot, upon the errand of her heart's lovely
superstition. And erring though it was, her faith redeemed its weakness,
her affection made it even sacred; and well may we believe that the Eye
which reads all secrets scarce looked reprovingly on that fanaticism
whose only infirmity was love.

So fearful was she lest, by rendering the task too easy, she might impair
the effect, that she scarcely allowed herself rest or food. Sometimes,
in the heat of noon, she wandered a little from the roadside, and under
the spreading lime-tree surrendered her mind to its sweet and bitter
thoughts; but ever the restlessness of her enterprise urged her on, and
faint, weary, and with bleeding feet, she started up and continued her
way. At length she reached the ancient city, where a holier age has
scarce worn from the habits and aspects of men the Roman trace. She
prostrated herself at the tomb of the Magi; she proffered her ardent but
humble prayer to Him before whose Son those fleshless heads (yet to faith
at least preserved) had, eighteen centuries ago, bowed in adoration.
Twice every day, for a whole week, she sought the same spot, and poured
forth the same prayer. The last day an old priest, who, hovering in the
church, had observed her constantly at devotion, with that fatherly
interest which the better ministers of the Catholic sect (that sect which
has covered the earth with the mansions of charity) feel for the unhappy,
approached her as she was retiring with moist and downcast eyes, and
saluting her, assumed the privilege of his order to inquire if there was
aught in which his advice or aid could serve. There was something in the
venerable air of the old man which encouraged Lucille; she opened her
heart to him; she told him all. The good priest was much moved by her
simplicity and earnestness. He questioned her minutely as to the
peculiar species of blindness with which St. Amand was afflicted; and
after musing a little while, he said, "Daughter, God is great and
merciful; we must trust in His power, but we must not forget that He
mostly works by mortal agents. As you pass through Louvain in your way
home, fail not to see there a certain physician, named Le Kain. He is
celebrated through Flanders for the cures he has wrought among the blind,
and his advice is sought by all classes from far and near. He lives hard
by the Hotel de Ville, but any one will inform you of his residence.
Stay, my child, you shall take him a note from me; he is a benevolent and
kindly man, and you shall tell him exactly the same story (and with the
same voice) you have told to me."

So saying the priest made Lucille accompany him to his home, and forcing
her to refresh herself less sparingly than she had yet done since she had
left Malines, he gave her his blessing, and a letter to Le Kain, which he
rightly judged would insure her a patient hearing from the physician.
Well known among all men of science was the name of the priest, and a
word of recommendation from him went further, where virtue and wisdom
were honoured, than the longest letter from the haughtiest sieur in

With a patient and hopeful spirit, the young pilgrim turned her back on
the Roman Cologne; and now about to rejoin St. Amand, she felt neither
the heat of the sun nor the weariness of the road. It was one day at
noon that she again passed through Louvain, and she soon found herself by
the noble edifice of the Hotel de Ville. Proud rose its spires against
the sky, and the sun shone bright on its rich tracery and Gothic
casements; the broad open street was crowded with persons of all classes,
and it was with some modest alarm that Lucille lowered her veil and
mingled with the throng. It was easy, as the priest had said, to find
the house of Le Kain; she bade the servant take the priest's letter to
his master, and she was not long kept waiting before she was admitted to
the physician's presence. He was a spare, tall man, with a bald front,
and a calm and friendly countenance. He was not less touched than the
priest had been by the manner in which she narrated her story, described
the affliction of her betrothed, and the hope that had inspired the
pilgrimage she had just made.

"Well," said he, encouragingly, "we must see our patient. You can bring
him hither to me."

"Ah, sir, I had hoped--" Lucille stopped suddenly.

"What, my young friend?"

"That I might have had the triumph of bringing you to Malines. I know,
sir, what you are about to say, and I know, sir, your time must be very
valuable; but I am not so poor as I seem, and Eugene, that is, M. St.
Amand, is very rich, and--and I have at Bruxelles what I am sure is a
large sum; it was to have provided for the wedding, but it is most
heartily at your service, sir."

Le Kain smiled; he was one of those men who love to read the human heart
when its leaves are fair and undefiled; and, in the benevolence of
science, he would have gone a longer journey than from Louvain to Malines
to give sight to the blind, even had St. Amand been a beggar.

"Well, well," said he, "but you forget that M. St. Amand is not the only
one in the world who wants me. I must look at my notebook, and see if I
can be spared for a day or two."

So saying, he glanced at his memoranda. Everything smiled on Lucille; he
had no engagements that his partner could not fulfil, for some days; he
consented to accompany Lucille to Malines.

Meanwhile, cheerless and dull had passed the time to St. Amand. He was
perpetually asking Madame le Tisseur what hour it was,--it was almost his
only question. There seemed to him no sun in the heavens, no freshness
in the air, and he even forbore his favourite music; the instrument had
lost its sweetness since Lucille was not by to listen.

It was natural that the gossips of Malines should feel some envy at the
marriage Lucille was about to make with one whose competence report had
exaggerated into prodigal wealth, whose birth had been elevated from the
respectable to the noble, and whose handsome person was clothed, by the
interest excited by his misfortune, with the beauty of Antinous. Even
that misfortune, which ought to have levelled all distinctions, was not
sufficient to check the general envy; perhaps to some of the damsels of
Malines blindness in a husband would not have seemed an unwelcome
infirmity! But there was one in whom this envy rankled with a peculiar
sting: it was the beautiful, the all-conquering Julie! That the humble,
the neglected Lucille should be preferred to her; that Lucille, whose
existence was well-nigh forgot beside Julie's, should become thus
suddenly of importance; that there should be one person in the world, and
that person young, rich, handsome, to whom she was less than nothing,
when weighed in the balance with Lucille, mortified to the quick a vanity
that had never till then received a wound. "It is well," she would say
with a bitter jest, "that Lucille's lover is blind. To be the one it is
necessary to be the other!"

During Lucille's absence she had been constantly in Madame le Tisseur's
house; indeed, Lucille had prayed her to be so. She had sought, with an
industry that astonished herself, to supply Lucille's place; and among
the strange contradictions of human nature, she had learned during her
efforts to please, to love the object of those efforts,--as much at least
as she was capable of loving.

She conceived a positive hatred to Lucille; she persisted in imagining
that nothing but the accident of first acquaintance had deprived her of a
conquest with which she persuaded herself her happiness had become
connected. Had St. Amand never loved Lucille and proposed to Julie, his
misfortune would have made her reject him, despite his wealth and his
youth; but to be Lucille's lover, and a conquest to be won from Lucille,
raised him instantly to an importance not his own. Safe, however, in his
affliction, the arts and beauty of Julie fell harmless on the fidelity of
St. Amand. Nay, he liked her less than ever, for it seemed an
impertinence in any one to counterfeit the anxiety and watchfulness of

"It is time, surely it is time, Madame le Tisseur, that Lucille should
return? She might have sold all the lace in Malines by this time," said
St. Amand, one day, peevishly.

"Patience, my dear friend, patience; perhaps she may return to-morrow."

"To-morrow! let me see, it is only six o'clock,--only six, you are sure?"

"Just five, dear Eugene. Shall I read to you? This is a new book from
Paris; it has made a great noise," said Julie.

"You are very kind, but I will not trouble you."

"It is anything but trouble."

"In a word, then, I would rather not."

"Oh, that he could see!" thought Julie; "would I not punish him for

"I hear carriage wheels; who can be passing this way? Surely it is the
_voiturier_ from Bruxelles," said St. Amand, starting up; "it is his
day,--his hour, too. No, no, it is a lighter vehicle," and he sank down
listlessly on his seat.

Nearer and nearer rolled the wheels; they turned the corner; they stopped
at the lowly door; and, overcome, overjoyed, Lucille was clasped to the
bosom of St. Amand.

"Stay," said she, blushing, as she recovered her self-possession, and
turned to Le Kain; "pray pardon me, sir. Dear Eugene, I have brought
with me one who, by God's blessing, may yet restore you to sight."

"We must not be sanguine, my child," said Le Kain; "anything is better
than disappointment."

To close this part of my story, dear Gertrude, Le Kain examined St.
Amand, and the result of the examination was a confident belief in the
probability of a cure. St. Amand gladly consented to the experiment of
an operation; it succeeded, the blind man saw! Oh, what were Lucille's
feelings, what her emotion, what her joy, when she found the object of
her pilgrimage, of her prayers, fulfilled! That joy was so intense that
in the eternal alternations of human life she might have foretold from
its excess how bitter the sorrows fated to ensue.

As soon as by degrees the patient's new sense became reconciled to the
light, his first, his only demand was for Lucille. "No, let me not see
her alone; let me see her in the midst of you all, that I may convince
you that the heart never is mistaken in its instincts." With a fearful,
a sinking presentiment, Lucille yielded to the request, to which the
impetuous St. Amand would hear indeed no denial. The father, the mother,
Julie, Lucille, Julie's younger sisters, assembled in the little parlour;
the door opened, and St. Amand stood hesitating on the threshold. One
look around sufficed to him; his face brightened, he uttered a cry of
joy. "Lucille! Lucille!" he exclaimed, "it is you, I know it, _you_
only!" He sprang forward _and fell at the feet of Julie_!

Flushed, elated, triumphant, Julie bent upon him her sparkling eyes;
_she_ did not undeceive him.

"You are wrong, you mistake," said Madame le Tisseur, in confusion; "that
is her cousin Julie,--this is your Lucille."

St. Amand rose, turned, saw Lucille, and at that moment she wished
herself in her grave. Surprise, mortification, disappointment, almost
dismay, were depicted in his gaze. He had been haunting his prison-house
with dreams, and now, set free, he felt how unlike they were to the
truth. Too new to observation to read the woe, the despair, the lapse
and shrinking of the whole frame, that his look occasioned Lucille, he
yet felt, when the first shock of his surprise was over, that it was not
thus he should thank her who had restored him to sight. He hastened to
redeem his error--ah! how could it be redeemed?

From that hour all Lucille's happiness was at an end; her fairy palace
was shattered in the dust; the magician's wand was broken up; the Ariel
was given to the winds; and the bright enchantment no longer
distinguished the land she lived in from the rest of the barren world.
It is true that St. Amand's words were kind; it is true that he
remembered with the deepest gratitude all she had done in his behalf; it
is true that he forced himself again and again to say, "She is my
betrothed, my benefactress!" and he cursed himself to think that the
feelings he had entertained for her were fled. Where was the passion of
his words; where the ardour of his tone; where that play and light of
countenance which her step, her voice, could formerly call forth? When
they were alone he was embarrassed and constrained, and almost cold; his
hand no longer sought hers, his soul no longer missed her if she was
absent a moment from his side. When in their household circle he seemed
visibly more at ease; but did his eyes fasten upon her who had opened
them to the day; did they not wander at every interval with a too
eloquent admiration to the blushing and radiant face of the exulting
Julie? This was not, you will believe, suddenly perceptible in one day
or one week, but every day it was perceptible more and more. Yet
still--bewitched, ensnared, as St. Amand was he never perhaps would have
been guilty of an infidelity that he strove with the keenest remorse to
wrestle against, had it not been for the fatal contrast, at the first
moment of his gushing enthusiasm, which Julie had presented to Lucille;
but for that he would have formed no previous idea of real and living
beauty to aid the disappointment of his imaginings and his dreams. He
would have seen Lucille young and graceful, and with eyes beaming
affection, contrasted only by the wrinkled countenance and bended frame
of her parents, and she would have completed her conquest over him before
he had discovered that she was less beautiful than others; nay,
more,--that infidelity never could have lasted above the first few days,
if the vain and heartless object of it had not exerted every art, all the
power and witchery of her beauty, to cement and continue it. The
unfortunate Lucille--so susceptible to the slightest change in those she
loved, so diffident of herself, so proud too in that diffidence--no
longer necessary, no longer missed, no longer loved, could not bear to
endure the galling comparison between the past and the present. She fled
uncomplainingly to her chamber to indulge her tears, and thus, unhappily,
absent as her father generally was during the day, and busied as her
mother was either at work or in household matters, she left Julie a
thousand opportunities to complete the power she had begun to wield
over--no, not the heart!--the _senses_ of St. Amand! Yet, still not
suspecting, in the open generosity of her mind, the whole extent of her
affliction, poor Lucille buoyed herself at times with the hope that when
once married, when, once in that intimacy of friendship, the unspeakable
love she felt for him could disclose itself with less restraint than at
present,--she would perhaps regain a heart which had been so devotedly
hers, that she could not think that without a fault it was irrevocably
gone: on that hope she anchored all the little happiness that remained to
her. And still St. Amand pressed their marriage, but in what different
tones! In fact, he wished to preclude from himself the possibility of a
deeper ingratitude than that which he had incurred already. He vainly
thought that the broken reed of love might be bound up and strengthened


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